simple thots..

rot rot rot

2006-12-10T18:51:00.000+08:00

kaekaes.. first of all.. i noe everyone has been tagging ---
xiuzhen, pls UPDATE..
xiuzhen, i PITY ur BLOG luhh.. kena abandoned by her LAZY owner..
no lorr.. her blog already ROT liao..

HELLO!

am i blind to NOT know that my blog is rotting.. after like.. when was the last time i blogged.. wait..

CHECKING IN PROCESS..

081106 (:

yupp.. that was the last time i blogged.. *cheerios* (:

so paisehh.. hehes.. and UH HRM!

ONGWANLING

i hereby, would like to declare and make this clear that..

it is NOT.. i repeat.. it is NOT that i too lazy to get my computer fixed.. it is my big-bro-cousin too BUSY to get it checked and fixed.. after all.. who doesn't want to be able to go online and be on msn on her OWN com instead of having to rely on her cousin's com every now and then.. after having ANNOUNCED OFFICIALLY on 281006 in my blog that my computer is OFFICIALLY DECLARED as a 'GONE CASE'.. u think i dun wan to get my com fixed?! RAHH! *i got evidence de lorr*

END OF ACCUSED's AGONY (:

JUDGE's VERDICT ---

after listening to what the ACCUSED has to say..
i hereby declare that..

the ACCUSED is NOT FOUND GUILTY of being too lazy to get her BELOVED computer fixed..

and that her friends should try to be more UNDERSTANDING and LOVING and to put themselves in HER SHOES when tagging -- that LAZY OWNER has ABANDONED her BLOG.. to leave it ROTTING.. such a POOR BLOG.. and tags as SUCH.. (:

CHIANG CHIANG!!

kaes.. i dun wan to sound so bad lahh.. after all.. i'm such a KIND DEAR SOUL.. so on my part.. i shall TRY.. i repeat.. i shall TRY to blog regularly.. like once or twice a month? hehes.. and to TRY to hurry my big-bro-cousin to come my house to get my com fixed.. (:

sentosa gathering

2006-11-08T12:10:00.000+08:00

kaekaes.. i'll start wiv the ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS first.. reason why i'm able to blog this post now is bcos i'm now at ZHILIN's house using her laptop to do project.. -_-" still thank her a lot thou..

yay!! miss blogging.. had so much FUN yesterdae at SENTOSA SILOSO BEACH wiv the whole of 2e2!! Wee~

LOVE the sandy shore..
LOVE the bridge..
LOVE the clay beach..
LOVE the waters..
LOVE the food..
LOVE the drinks..
LOVE the lao ying zhua xiao ji..
LOVE the awards presentation..
LOVE the SKY ride.. (:
LOVE the LUGE ride.. (:
LOVE the bicycle ride..
LOVE more beach..
LOVE soaking myself in the waters.. (:
LOVE ALL THE SENTIMENTAL MOMENTS.. <333

I LOVE THE 2e2 SENTOSA GATHERING!! (:
WILL MISS 2e2 FOREVER AND EVER MORE!! <333

hospital and doctors..

2006-11-01T20:27:00.000+08:00

went to the hospital todae.. this is the place where i first stepped into this world!!

SINGAPORE GENERAL HOSPITAL *grins*

saw doctors and nurses evrywhere.. in white jackets and green uniforms.. the doctors carrying their stetoscopes... SO COOL!! i've always found being a doctor is such a NOBLE and HOLY job.. but looking at those disgusting blood is definitely not my type of stuff.. that's too bad..

LIANGYING sae she wans to be the DOCTOR that delivers BABIES.. tell u what.. she won't even pass the entrance exam of being a doctor.. even if she did.. she will DEFINITELY FAIL her practical exams.. *grins proudly* and i'm saying the fact and truth and nothing but the fact and truth..

entered the ward to visit my grandma's older sister's son... find the atmosphere very cold.. (not just the weather).. the doctors also dun really put on smiles on their face lehh.. i found that a little sad.. if it's ME.. i'll DEFINITELY out on a SMILE on my face to BRIGHT UP THEIR DAY!! *SMILES* (:

but it still feels HOLY to be working as a doctor in a hospital i think.. (:

p/s: my computer is still DOWN!! RAHH!! ):

replies to tags

2006-10-28T21:48:00.000+08:00

heyya peeps.. sorrie i wun be able to blog for a while.. cos my cranky com spoilt.. rahh!! lazy to go reply ur tags one by one so decided to just put all the replies to u guys' tags here..

amanda: relinked. (:
esther: heyya!! (:
shushan: hahas.. thanks.. i just put that for fun.. (:
djeirainc: who are u? can tell mi? if possible add mi at cxz_blueillusion@hotmail.com thanks.. (:
madeline: hehes.. good!! (:
eunice: hahas.. dun worry.. mine arent any better.. relinked. (: psstt.. i also vehh sian.. (:
szeern: yes i noe my blog is rotting.. dun need u to tell mi that.. but my blog is rotting bcos no chioce okae!! rahh!!
peiling: yupyup. catch up soon!! (: relinked. (:
vannesa: hahas.. not like i can keep on updating.. i'll try to thou.. relinked. (:
jiamin: and thanks for ur help. (:

results..

2006-10-13T21:26:00.000+08:00

HIGHR CHINESE

paper 1: 15.5/20 59/70
paper 2: 69.5/110

ENGLISH

paper 1: 15/30 9/30
paper 2: 29/50

HISTORY

paper : 31.5/65

PHYSICS

paper : 28/40

just hope i can pass my english..
and i'm LESS HOPEFUL into getting into 3E2.. ):

maths!!

2006-10-11T21:43:00.000+08:00

yay!! i'm super happie that

I PASS MY MATHEMATICS PAPER 2!!

25.5/50

lalalas!! congrats mi.. cos it's definitely a MIRACLE.. (:

on another hand.. i think we'll be getting our ENGLISH PAPERS back tomorrow..

17 FAILURES FOR PAPER 2!!

and that's NOT all..

ENGLISH PAPER 1 WASN't ANY BETTER EITHER..

hope i've accumulated enough MERIT for LADY LUCK to be SHINING ON ME for tomorrow.. (:

p/s: i'm beginning to feel hopeful again.. maybe.. JUST MAYBE.. i'll be able to get a B4 for maths.. 60? then maybe.. JUST MAYBE.. i'll be able to get in 3E2.. (:

exams over!!

2006-10-10T20:23:00.000+08:00

{EXAMS OVER!!}
{BREAKING FREE!!}
{CELEBRATION!!}
{SING DANCE PARTY FUN!!}

hehes.. todae's MATHEMATICS PAPER 1 is counted as EASY lerr.. and this is like MIRACLE.. lols. this time ms khoo still got 'ren qing wei'.. at least i think i will pass this paper.. that's quite a consolation lerr.. knowing that i'll fail paper 2..

ENGLISH PAPER 3? hmm.. i shud sae i totally nvr study at all bahh.. the vocab and idiom section is totally 'agaration'.. hahas.. i see which word suitable for each sentence then any how put in lorr.. hahas.. then the editing is i edit as many as i can de.. hahas.. right or wrong also dun care.. quite smart right?

and so.. EXAMS OVER.. i shall be FREE OF WORRIES.. until the day when i first get back my exam papers.. until the day when i get my report slip.. until the day when i know i will NOT be promoted to 3e2.. ):

literature..

2006-10-09T11:55:00.000+08:00

hmm.. literature is neither easy nor difficult.. how shud i explain ner?

the poems in section A compared to the previous exam were much easier.. but they definitely weren't easy to answer..

the section B the text were easy to understand.. and then it was easy to ans qsns on text cos the answers came to mi easily.. but the long essay qsns weren't that easy lerr..

and so.. i've just explained the meaning of 'neither easy nor difficult'.. (:

MATHS!!

2006-10-07T12:43:00.000+08:00

GREAT!! MATHS PAPER 2 WAS WAYYYYYYYYYYYY DIFFICULT!!
and i noe very well that i'm goin to FLUNK it.. So.. let's just forget about mi getting a B3 for my MATHS.. ):

home econs didn't go as well either.. i FLUNK that too.. well.. at least i got a PASS for the paper.. for someone who didn't study.. there shud be counted as lucky lerr bahh..
52/100 Not bad bahhs..

But that doesn't mean i'm gonna get a 52 for my home econs on the report slip.. i'm gonna get someth BETTER.. cos right.. project work is 50%.. test paper is 50%.. well.. i didn't hand in my project.. so let's just forget about THAT 50%.. let's see.. 52 divided by 2...... 26!! nicenice!! (:

well.. i wudn't be suprise if i got more that 1 red mark on my report slip.. so let mi just forget DREAMING about getting a PROUD report slip and getting into 3E2..

cos i cant even imagine these dreams in my LALA LAND.. ):

depression

2006-10-05T17:50:00.000+08:00

okae.. todae's SCIENCE papers are counted as easy lerr.. except that i forgot how to calculate refractive angle for PHYSICS.. 4 marks gone.. i think CHEMISTRY is the trickiest thou.. and i must sae that my HARD-MEMORISING for BIOLOGY paid off.. (:

HIGHER CHINESE paper 2 wasn't that easy thou.. especially the cloze passage.. and the comprehensions are easy to understand but not the qsns.. so wat's the use if the passages are easy? T.T

okae.. i TRIED to study and practice some MATHS questions.. realised that was HOPELESS.. i cudn't even tackle a simple SIMULTANEOUS EQUATION!! so what about MS KHOO's MONSTEROUS MATHS paper 2 tmr?! it's gonna be a NIGHTMARE..

I CAN ONLY SAY THAT I"M ON THE VERGE OF DEPRESSION.. ):

p/s: i did not touch the curtains todae.. and none of my nerves snapped todae.. this goes to prove what i said in the previous post was right.. off to studying maths, peeps.. wish mi good luck.. cos i'll need them.. plenty of them.. (:

my nerves didnt snapped!!

2006-10-04T13:49:00.000+08:00

yeah!! none of my nerve snapped today!! goodie!! hahas.. i realise it's not my seating place de fengshui problem.. my bad luck must be due to the curtains.. cos todae i didnt pull the curtains or wat.. and so coincidentally nth went wrong todae.. so it must have been the curtain's fault.. lalas~ (:

hehes.. never really studied geography last night.. told myself that i would study this morning when i reached school.. but ended up sulking because i really dun hav the mood to study.. instead, i 've been throwing tantrums around.. oopsie.. so sorrie.. (:

but surprisingly.. i can tackle the geog paper quite well.. at least it was better than what i had expected.. but section A i anyhow do lahh.. cos nvr study topo.. but i think i'll score better in definitions than liangying.. (:

i'll start revising science at 3pm later.. so let me relaxed by playing com now.. see ya!! (:

another nerve snapped..

2006-10-03T15:50:00.000+08:00

GREAT! I DECLARE THAT ANOTHER NERVE OF MINE HAS JUST SNAPPED!! BOOHOO!! ):

and if this goes on.. i'll just hav to commit suicide.. ):

did more silly things during examination todae..

1. i did essay qsn no. 1.. but i didnt noe that qsn needs to be written in a jia xu jia yi format.. i went to write in a "wo" format.. my content is gd de lorr.. but useless liao.. confirm veri low marks lerr.. ):

2. i didnt realise that the english compre ends at 1pm.. i thot it was 1.30pm.. so i was doin it veri slowly.. until i heard ms sultana say, "you have 15 mins left.. those who haven start ur summary shud start now." i practically chua dioed lorr.. and raced against time to chiong my summary.. luckily this summary is easy.. phew..

in conclusion.. i definitely cannot get into 3e2 lerr.. ):

my nerves snapped..

2006-10-02T17:14:00.000+08:00

gosh!! 11 days never blog lerr.. hehes.. cos internet no hours lerr.. *smiles* ohh.. and i've changed the blogskin lerr.. thou this blogskin isnt much nice either.. but i think it's better than the previous one.. ermms.. took mi like 2+ hrs to change it?? cos i needed to change the format and the colours of the links and tagboard.. okae fine.. let's just admit that i'm SLOW.. (:

anywae.. one of the nerves in my brain must have snapped somewhere.. i didnt hav any idea what i was thinking during the examinations..

1. i chose number 5. Taking Risks as my essay question.. i bet i was the only one so dumb as to choose that question

2. i wasted my time trying to answer the SBQs, i should have skipped them and just jump to the SEQs like what others did.. as a result.. i did not do 8b and 8c.. this resulted in a loss of 12 marks.. and if i didnt get the marks that i ought to get for the SBQs, i'll commit suicide.. ):

and some other stuff top off to my upset-ness..

3. my phone bill shows that i spent my outgoing calls for like 500++ mins.. which is like 8 hrs?! this is totally absurd lorr.. i cannot possibly called out for so long de.. and it shows my incoming calls is 200++ mins.. how can the duration of my incoming be lower than the outgoing?! cheat de lorr.. den become my phone bill shot up to $100++.. Grrrr..

sometimes.. in life.. things are just not the way you wanted.. off to my lala land.. (:

she hates herself

2006-09-20T18:31:00.000+08:00

she thot that everything was well.
she thot that in this new environment,
she will feel happie.
at least, she thot she was happie.

but things werent the way she wanted.
did she feel worse than before?
she's not sure, but either way,
it didnt feel any better.
that's for sure.

she cannot stand it.
not anymore.
she had enough.
hatred grew within her.
anger devoured her heart.

SHE HATES HERSELF.

CBOX sucks!!

2006-09-16T22:36:00.000+08:00

Finally change blogskin lerr.. cos i got kind sick of the previous one.. since it's been up for 2 whole mths.. i think i'll put this blogskin as a temporary one only.. cos i find this skin too PINKISH lerr.. cant stand it.. my cousin will like this blogskin thou.. she's a PINK FREAK.. anywae.. i've always been quite happy wiv cbox until......

TODAY!!!

URGH!!! the moment i type cbox
.. u noe wat they show mi?? THE PAGE CANNOT BE DISPLAYED!! GREAT!! just as i was changing my blogskin.. *SOBS* so my blog shall hav no tagboard in thr meantime.. *MORE SOBS* and i'm still ANGRY..

Monopoly

2006-09-16T19:53:00.000+08:00

Event: East Division Monopoly
Event type: Sort of Amazing Race
Date: 160906 (:
Venue: Ngee Ann Secondary School
Organisers: Suki Maam and Ngee Ann Guides
Participants: 5 guides from each school
Level of Difficulty: Okae nia..
Results: We only got a 'Participation' trophy.. ):

Regrets: We didnt follow the guides around to the game stations on the day of the briefing.. if we did.. we wud hav known the shortcuts to each station!! URGH!! cos we walk a big round from NAS to Blk 450D when we ony hav to cut thru a route to reach there.. -.-

Review: Wahh!! Never get top 3.. but nvr mind.. it was very FUN!! hahas.. i wish the amt of time cud be longer thou.. but if so.. we wun be able to attend Miss Elizabeth Choy's funeral..

Rating: 5 out of 5 *stars* (:

Event: Miss Elizabeth Choy's funeral
Summary: BIG event
Data: a HEROINE and one of the oldest GIRL GUIDE in Singapore (:
Date: 160906
Venue: Saint Andrew's Cathedral
Number of ppl: a lot.. family members. MEDIA. boys' brigade. GIRL GUIDES. visitors..
Our duty: To SALUTE her when the coffin arrives and when it departs for her body to be cremated..
Feelings: Honourable to witness this whole sacred funeral..

My foolish mistake: i didn't bring my hat along.. thus hav to stand aside and half-salute.. URGH!! that means didnt get the chance to be on tv.. wahh.. ): but my main reason to go there is to witness this funeral and sacred moment of our HEROINE.. (:

Review: i felt so honourable at that time lorr.. after all.. not many ppl have the chance to salute her off.. even thou i only get to half-salute at the side.. i still feel satisfied lerr.. i felt so touch when i heard what her grand-daughters got to sae abt her.. they must be proud to hav such a po po.. they cried while saying their speech.. so my nose also got sour a bit.. but after they finished their speech i started dozing off cos another man came wiv a vehh boring speech.. zzz..

i'm not very happie todae..

2006-09-13T21:52:00.000+08:00

i'm NOT very happie todae..
and i seriously ISN'T..
i seriously had ENOUGH..

i'm NOT a toy..
i'm NOT anything to be left aside..
i'm a HUMAN BEING..
i still have FEELINGS..
i have EMOTIONS..

everything on the outside are FAKE..
and beneath it hides the CRUEL TRUTH..
i feel NO ACCEPTANCE..
i feel INVISIBLE..
i feel so NUMB that i can't even feel my own PRESENCE..
i feel so DEAD..

i thought that even if..
even if NO ONE understands..
even if NO ONE knows me..
as long as i know MYSELF..
everything will be ALRIGHT..
but i was WRONG..
i DON'T even know me..
i DON'T LOVE MYSELF AT ALL..
NOT ONE SINGLE BIT..

rotting

2006-09-13T21:25:00.000+08:00

fine. kite, dun need u to tell mi.. i also noe my blog is rotting liao.. 10 daes nvr blog lerr.. calendar also not updated.. -.-

anywae.. talk abt my holidaes a little bahhs even thou was like way way way over lerr..

=Prefects Camp=
Mr Gng rocks.. He's a NICE person.. a very NICE one.. and i MEAN it..

1. He brought us to movie at TM de GV to watch DEVIL WEARS PRADA!! (:

2. He hired external agencies which brought us to Kampong Glam and Little India respectively and let mi tell u.. that was the BEST heritage tour that i've ever been to.. (:

3. Brought us to Marina Bay to FLY KITE in order to teach us leadership in a different way.. and that was one of the BEST experience i've ever had.. (:

i've got the inference and evidences to show that he's a NICE person.. so u've got to believe mi.. (:

=Sec 4 Farewell Night Performance=
The show turned out well.. i don't think anything went wrong lahh.. but one bad thing was that the audience weren't high enough.. SAD CASE.. :( and btw.. i tripped the wire.. not during the rehearsal.. during the SHOW.. in front of evryone.. quite smart.. the front ppl especially the sec 4s LAUGHED.. RAHH!! luckily i didn't fall flat in the face.. otherwise WORSE.. ohh.. went to TM to join the sec 3 seniors for PIZZA HUT.. i feel so YOUNG sitting at the same table as madeline. vera. wendy and felicia.. (:

=Sentosa=
wee!! went to Sentosa wiv my cousin and aunty uncle n mum.. tralalas~ *singing heavenly again* (: took lots of photos.. *smiles* ohh.. went to Images of Singapore.. quite like the place.. except i didnt like to walk in to the period of Jap Occupation.. Anywae.. the BEST part was the musical fountain!! 3rd time watching the kiki show.. this time i recorded songs n videos of it.. (:

AND THE HOLIDAES ENDED.. RAHH!!

shopping sprees

2006-09-02T23:52:00.000+08:00

#1 shopping spree
who?: ME & Ting Ting & Mum
venue: Tampines Mall . Century Square . City Link . Marina Square . Suntec City
date: 01.09.06
time: 3 plus to 7 plus
expenditure: considered VERY LITTLE
spent on: #1 Neoprints #2 Hairclip #3 2 pairs of earrings #4 chocolates #5 ice cream
regrets: didnt buy any slippers or shoes like i wanted.. and didnt buy that shirt with the crown print on it.. RAHH!!
review: well.. we did go on a shopping spree.. a window shopping spree.. and btw.. to those out that.. i STRONGLY BELIEVE that $MONEY$ are meant to be SPENT..
rating: 4 out of 5 *stars (:

#2 shopping spree
who?: ME & Mum
venue: Seiyu . Bugis Street
date: 02.09.06
time: 3 plus to 8plus
expenditure: not much better.. but still okae..
spent on: #1 takopachi #2 belt #3 earrings #4 yakitori #5 dinner
regrets: still no suitable slippers or shoes.. RAHH!! ):
hooked on: things wiv crown prints on it.. THAT shirt wiv the crown print.. THAT jacket wiv the crown print.. THAT bag wiv the crown print.. GOSH!! <333
review: GRANT ME those things that I WANT!! ((: psst.. i think i ate too much todae.. but i'm NOT and NEVER will be FAT.. (:
rating: 4.5 out of 5 *stars*

teacher's day

2006-09-02T23:01:00.000+08:00

310806 (:

hehes.. this yr's teacher's day performance..
INFORMATION
emcees: Madeline & Joyce
their manager for the day: Yours Truly
appeal for the show: both also very chio
extra info: both also very nervous
review: they did a GOOD JOB out of it.. (:
rating: 5 out of 5 *stars* (:

our class party.. (:
INFORMATION
participants: whole class - 40 pupils (:
main leads: ms Yang & ms Sultana
guests: 2 - mrs Lim and ms Cai
food: 1 sausage mcmuffin & tea per student and lots of tidbits and soft drinks
cost: no idea
fun: VERY FUN (:
review: i bet the whole class enjoyed themselves.. (:
rating: 5 out of 5 *stars* (:

back at my mother sch - Park View Primary Sch
INFORMATION
the visiotors: ME & Liangying
the hosts: mr Koh and mrs Yap
the extras: a lot of ex-parkviewens (:
mood at point of time: over the moon - especially when i saw mrs yap!! (:
suprise: yupps.. got a surprise over there.. (:
regrets: didn't take photo wiv mrs yap.. RAHH!!
upcomings: mr Koh & mrs Koh's house warming party!! (:
review: mrs yap is a VERY GOOD HOST even thou she still has her own work to do.. mr koh made us wait for him for 10 mins while he was eating.. RAHH!!
rating: 4.5 out of 5 *stars* (:

hehes.. that was nice.. (:
anywae.. i will upload some of the photos when i can finally upload the photos from my hp to com.. zzz. (:

exams.. urgh!!

2006-08-29T18:27:00.000+08:00

exams bug me.. URGH!!
exams deprive me of my sleep hours..
exams deprive me frome all the fun..
exams deprive of playing on the com..
exams only add on to mum's naggings..
URGH!!
just STOP bugging me!! (:

ohh.. and thanks MADELINE (she told mi to put her name in capitals.. even thou i think there's no need to >.<) for teaching mi enzymes.. my 'SENIOR-cum-TUTOR'!!
psstt.. she said it herself.. not me.. i didnt acknowledge anything like that..
all i said was just a "thanks".. hehes.. ^_^

1 hr to TM. zzz.

2006-08-24T21:43:00.000+08:00

liangying, u r such a 'SMART' girl.
and the dumbest, stupidest mistake ever will be trusting YOU todae that..
bus 12 CAN bring us to TM.

thanks to her..
we took bus 12.. "i rmb bus 12 got go TM larh!!" she said that.

when the bus turned into simei.. i said that we shud get off the bus now.. she said, "i think this bus got go to simei's mrt station lorr.." and i'm THANKFUL that i didnt listen to her advice this time round.. otherwise we would hav ended nowhere.. bcos when we got off the bus and called prissy for directions.. pris said, "no lahh.. bus 12 nvr go simei MRT de.." heng arhh..

got to cross the road to the other side to take bus 12 AGAIN back to TPJC in order to take bus 21 to TM.. bus 12 took damn hell long de time to come..

reach TPJC lerr still got to use overhead bridge to the other side then can take bus 21 to TM. zzz. saw vannesa on the bus..

and i think this WHOLE journey to TM took 1 HOUR.. vehh 'SHORT'..

and this will be the first and the last time for me saying RAHH.

anywae.. mrs tang's lessons todae is really BEDTIME STORY.. most of us almost fell aslp.. countless.. john. liangying. wanling. and even zhilin.. me also lahh.. needless to sae.. and blah blah blah ppl.. hahas.. liangying even got caught slping.. liangying.. u see.. sleeping in class need skills de.. i slp until so obvious also nvr dio caught.. (:

but i was trying to refrain myself from slping.. if i lie on the table i sure fall aslp de mahh.. so desided to sit up in a straighter position.. ended in nodding my head. zzz.

btw.. my grp.. mi. liangying. pris. maeve. got into the musical performance.. yeahh!! but we are gonna need more creativity and practice than todae's performance.. and liangying.. for the last time.. u r NOT rhythmically retarded.. just practice different rhythms more oftenly.. PRACTICE MAKES PERFECT. listen to more rhythmic music to get to know more and different types of rhythms.. i sound like i'm an EXPERT or someth.. (x

feel the MUSIC. catch the RHYTHM. (:

zzz.

2006-08-23T21:20:00.001+08:00

omg!! so long nvr online lerr.. it's been like 4 days??

i've been so busy this few days.. running around.. stomp practices.. musical.. fancy drills.. dun even hav the time to go online.. ):

ohh!! and for todae's muscical practice.. joelin is the mother and pinyi is the father!! hahas.. luckily she seldom online and dun visit my blog de.. otherwise she saw this.. i die.. (:

ohh.. btw.. in contrast to the previous sad blog.. i've got back my earphones and my speaker.. strangely.. worked..

but i've been feeling sort of down this whole day.. shant say why..

i'm not very happy..

2006-08-18T19:53:00.000+08:00

too many things happened todae
and i'm NOT very happie
i certanly isnt at all

+ got pissed off by the sec 1 guys. they seriously got NO RESPECT for me and i've had ENOUGH.

+ english lesson todae was like SHIT. i'm really pissed off. pray hard that nth will happen to yiling and andrea. now this is someth we should REALLY pray to god for. and thanks to someone, 2e2 has become 'FAMOUS'.

+ quarrelled with pinyi during hall dismissal .

+ atmosphere during cme lesson wasnt very gd. but then, at least we know that miss sultana UNDERSTOOD us. now this is someth we REALLY appreciate.

+ i didnt pass the second round of DANCE audition after all. sad. but i switched to SINGING and i think i'm PERMANENTLY staying there. lalalas~

+ someth unpleasant happened in prefects room. but i shall not say anyth about it.

+ i quarrelled with pinyi AGAIN during scrabble. and i'm still feeling PISSED OFF.

+ i think i LOST my white NDP BAND. *shuddered* omg. that's the only souvenir that i really cherished. and i LOVE it so much. ):

+ i think i might have accidentally left my handphone de earphones in 2e3. *shuddered*

+ i'm pissed off by my internet connection thingy.

sighs. that's just TOO MUCH for one day. ):

DANCE DANCE DANCE

2006-08-17T17:13:00.000+08:00

yeah!! i'm in the semi finals of the DANCE results..
and i hope to be in till the very end.. (:
it's been a long time since i LAST touch DANCING..
is it 1 and a half yrs? cant rmb.. (:
anywae that doesnt matter..
whether i'm in or not..
i cant wait for the day of FAREWELL NIGHT.. (:

tmr still got audition.. (:
i've got to practice the DANCE STEPS mann..
speaking of tmr.. zzz.
i've got 4 things to do RIGHT AFTER SCHOOL.

1. help to clean up GUIDES ROOM cos this week's duty roster is SPARROW.
2. help to clean up PREFECTS ROOM cos this week's duty roster is BBC Commitee.
3. go for the DANCE REHEARSAL from 1.30pm to 3.30pm.
~~4. rushed off IMMEDIATELY to PRCS for SCRABBLE.~~
4. attend SCRABBLE training at the foyer until 5pm.

updated.

okae.. i admit i do LOVE to live a busy life.. but i dun mean to have evryth coming at me in one BIG chunk.. zzz. and that means NO LUNCH for me tmr.. zzz. FORGET IT. just treat it as a DIET. (: hope evryth will turn out well tmr.. i'm OPTIMISTIC. (:

psst. i still got 24 SRAs to do.. SIAN.

just for blogging..

2006-08-17T16:55:00.000+08:00

my speakers still CANT work. zzz.
i just realise it's been 4 days since i'm LAST online.. miss my com so much. zzz.
and i find blogger de format wierd wierd de.. CANT stand it. zzz.

i've SLEPT in class yesterdae.. during english period.. for like 1 hr+? (: mrs adris did some things above my head.. dun ask mi what things.. cos i dunno.. told u i was sleeping lerr.. then whole class was like looking at me and i felt so paisehh when i woke up.. *blush*

i've slept in class todae AGAIN.. during SRA for like 45 mins? (: thank goodness no teacher came to 'visit' our class.. otherwise i'll be like so DEAD. the guys lahh.. they took my SRA book to copy.. then i got nth to do.. so vehh sian and fell asleep.. (:

and i realise one thing.. cos since young i got thought of being a teacher mahh.. i tell ur horr.. if one dae i really become a teacher.. i shall NOT be BIAS.. (:

just CLICK it.

2006-08-13T20:49:00.000+08:00

CLICK is ------>
nice.
niCE.
NICE.
very NICE.
super NICE.
DAMN NICE!!! (:

hehes.. the above was just for LAUGHS. (x
weiis.. dun find mi lame.. but i mean it lorr.. CLICK is really NICE. and i'll pay another $9.50 just to watch it again.. (:

yesterdae went with liangying to TM GV to watch CLICK.. cos it seems that a lot of gurls in my class have watched the movie lerr.. and STRONGLY recommended it.. (:

as usual.. we took NEOPRINTS twice.. cos the first one all the backgrounds were YELLOW.. so we thot that maybe take againthen can choose background colours lerr.. but it turned out to be the same.. except we decided to use the silvery curtain as a substitue.. (thanks to ME.) (:

we spent like 1 hr there den hurry up rushed to the cinema.. ohh.. and we sit at the F row.. ): but it was still okae lahh.. (: at first the movie was like vehh funny lahh!! i LOVE the part when the golden retriever (my fav breed) go and 'wrestle' with the duckie.. SO CUTE!! >.< hahas..

then behind behind was like ups and downs lahh.. cos started crying and laughin at the same time.. vehh TOUCHING.. this is the 2nd movie that made me cried.. the 1st one was 'i not stupid 2'.. (: and no one told mi that this movie will be touching at the back lorr.. i thot it's just another hilarious movie.. (:

anywae.. i giv this movie 10 stars / 5 stars.. those who haven watch better go and watch.. after my NICE recommendation.. MUST watch horr.. *shows fist* *threatens* (x

Baris Sediah

2006-08-11T21:44:00.000+08:00

omg.. todae i shouted the baris sediah.. i was like pleading shun xiong to postpone it to next wk lorr.. but the expected answer came. he disagreed. so it was decided.. i HAVE TO do it todae. yock kiat was like giving mi the YOU? OH-MY-GOSH look. URGH!!

i was like SOOOOO nervous when shouting the commands lorr.. could even feel myself TREMBLING.. i didnt dare to look at the whole student body even ONCE lorr.. i was like tryin to calm myself down through out the whole national anthem lorr.. haiis..

and i reciv all sorts of comments after that.. ppl like hui qing. shu shan. jessica said that my voice could be heard even at the counter.. which is a gd news to me lahh.. cheryl gave me a thumbs-up.. many THANKS to these ppl for the encouragements.. sad that i didnt see madeline todae thou.. but then.. i will jiayou de. (:

but there are also some who gave me IDIOTIC comments that i would rather not hear..
sze ern, "your baris sediah very your type lehh.. ACT CUTE."
pin yi, "okae lahh.. but veri disgusting."
zi yi and choon yip were like imitating the way that i had shouted the command.. in a disgusting tone, "baris~ sediah~" and i can swear that i DEFINITELY DIDNT use that kind of tone lorr..

so to this ppl.. i just wanna sae,
"oi! it's not easy okae?! some more i'm the 1st sec 2 to try out this new thing.. u think very easy arhh?? u come and try for urself lahh!! i see how 'WELL' u can shout lorr!!"

that's just how i feel..

our FINAL show.

2006-08-11T20:32:00.002+08:00

our FINAL show} the NATIONAL DAY parade.
and it's all ENDED.
it's all over.
our jobs are DONE.
and there will be NO MORE rehearsals on saturdays.
the saturdays that we actually DREADED.
but come to think of it,
i DUN really dread them after all. (:

in fact, i'm gonna MISS those days.
and i'm sure everyone of us WILL.
not just me, EVERYONE.
i'll miss those days.
from the very FIRST of our boring trainings,
to the very LAST of our joyous NATIONAL DAY parade.
well, it was NOT that joyous after all.
cos some of us CRIED. (:

i'll remember my NEW FRIENDS.
EVERY single one of them.
apart from jolene and amanda.
there's celia from BTV,
regina from NVS,
and MANY MANY MORE.
the show might have ENDED.
but NOT our friendships.
i'll cherish these friendships.
and to do so, i've got their numbers.
i hope to KEEP IN TOUCH.
because i do BELIEVE it's a FATE,
that we met one another and became FRIENDS. (:

those days have now been
a part of my PRECIOUS MEMORIES.
and i shall SAFE KEEP them.
and make sure they are NEVER FORGOTTEN.
and that night,
the night of the NATIONAL DAY parade,
shall be one of the BEST nights that i've ever spent. (:

so if u ask me,
"aren't the trainings tough?"
"isn't it tiring to be standing under the hot sun?"
i'll answer,
"sure, the trainings are tough,
but only SOMETIMES."
"it is tiring standing under the hot sun,
but only SOMETIMES."
and i'll add on,
"but trust me."
"i've never regretted joining NDP."
"being a part of the national day parade
has been a great honour."
"and i'm proud to be,"
"a GIRL GUIDE." (:

Last NDP Rehearsal

2006-08-08T17:46:00.000+08:00

woah!! NDP rocks!!

hahas.. paisehh.. so long then blogged about NDP.. nvrtheless.. i still want to blog about it.. aiyahh.. so long lerr.. actually i cant really rmb abt last sat.. or i can rmb is..

+ me. melissa. jolene will CONFIRM be marching tomorrow!! (:

+ amanda MAY NOT be able to march tmr cos she fall out last rehearsal.. ):

+ NDP as FUN as ever.. (:

ohh.. and btw.. i went to the East Division Campfire afterall.. cos the rehearsal ended quite early.. this is the summary of it..

+ that campfire was quite boring actually..

+ i said "HI" to MRS YAP and her brownies!! wee~ PARK VIEW ROCKS!! (:

+ i had a GREAT time during reception.. cos i was serving the PARK VIEW BROWNIES and MRS YAP.. (:

hahas.. that's about it i guess.. (:

psstt.. i CANT wait for TOMORROW.. the BIG BIG day.. (:

SLC @ Loyang Pri ROCKS!! (:

2006-08-04T20:56:00.000+08:00

SLC #3

i LOVE my SLC @ Loyang Pri Sch. (:
i LOVE Group 8. (:
i LOVE my little babies of Group 8. (:
and they certainly LOVE ME too!! (:
i LOVE the little tower that we made together. (:
it's our FRUIT of LABOUR. (:

I LOVE THIS SLC!! <333 (:

50 th post.. (:

2006-08-02T18:41:00.000+08:00

to celebrate her 50th post...

she's moved to...................

lattelove-

on 020806 (:

glutton jiu shi glutton..

2006-07-31T22:35:00.000+08:00

hehes.. i think my BIG appetite is starting again.. (: it's been such a LONG time that i ate so much.. what are the evidences of my beginning of BIG appetite?? for example:

+ i surprised myself by eating a kaya bread todae.. (i usually HATES eating breakfast before school) (:

+ ate lor mai kai during recess todae.. (as usual) (:

+ ate 2 BANANA MUFFINS (i was tempted to eat the last 1 but decided to save it for my mum) and i ate a mouth of joelin's rice.. (:

+ bought a M&Ms peanuts, haribo and lollipop from econs.. (:

+ ate a sausage.. (:

+ ate otahs.. (:

+ ate a rice kueh and soon kueh.. (:

+ drank activade.. (:

+ ate strawberry yoghurt.. yum yum!! (:

+ drank lemon honey.. (:

hahas.. too bad i was too full to eat the chocolate cake.. otherwise.. u can bet that i'll get myself 2 slices of it.. (:

BUT.. i WON'T be FAT.. trust mi.. (:

pissed off..

2006-07-31T21:40:00.000+08:00

todae went to POPULAR wiv vera and my mum.. "TI TI TI TI TI" the moment i entered in.. 1st reaction: chua dio.. 2nd reaction: embarrassed cos basically the ppl nearby were like looking at mi liao.. somemore i wearing hai sing uniform.. scarly they thot i steal things or what.. THANK GOD MY MUM WAS WITH ME!! then after that the manager dunno do wat to my bag so that later if i go out evryth will be alright.. then after buy foolscap pad jiu walk out lorr.. and then.. "TI TI TI TI TI".. again ppl look at mi.. again i PAISEHH.. so i hav to walk back in AGAIN for the person to check again.. another round of "TI TI TI TI TI" SIAN DIAO!! URGH!! then check again.. then walked out.. FINALLY nothing happened.. haiis.. TOTAL WASTE OF TIME.. >.<

i LOVE NDP!! (:

2006-07-30T18:10:00.000+08:00

i LOVE NDP!! :)

ytd i nvr march.. :(
but i had GREAT FUN!! :)
and i'll confirm be marching on NATIONAL DAY.. :)
along wiv melissa. amanda. jolene.. :)

yan zhen didn't come afterall.. :(
but i made new frens by helping them tie SCORPIONS.. :)
and btw.. i think i tied 6 or 7 times of scorpions ytd bahhs.. :)

speaking of scorpions.. i got a BIG OBJECTION to JOLENE here:

yes, Suki maam is cute.. evryone knows that..
but it's thanks to ME who helped her tie SCORPIONS that she became even CUTER lorr!!

anywae.. ytd in indoor stadium.. amanda is obsessed wiv her hair being TIED.. so she asked me to tie SCORPIONS.. i tied 2 PONY TAILS instead.. she looked like that kind of jap anime de little girl.. cute and innocent.. but i agree wiv jolene.. she is NOT.. hahas.. and she went CRAZY like some GONE CASE WOMAN.. wanting to take out her rubberbands..

jolene is still CRAZY about that scouty.. thanks to him.. she's ALWAYS pestering us to go wiv her see him.. URGH!! zzz..

a conversation between sea urchin and amanda..
sea urchin: now sku holidae arhh?
amanda: no.. why?
sea urchin: ohh.. cos i didnt know ur hair can be acceptable in school..
hahas.. even sea urchin also noticed that.. amanda die liao.. :)
ohh btw.. we reciv our own red NDP shirts lerr.. :)

ohh.. and ytd cos mi. melissa. jolene. amanda. rebecca watchin the preview from the backstage mahh.. then veri funny.. someone drop a clapper on the floor.. then jolene they all ask mi to throw back.. then i throw back lorr.. and the ppl up there were wondering where it came from.. HAHAS.. and after that.. i was DESPERATELY wanting to pick up the clappers that MANY ppl dropped on the floor.. so i SNEAKED to collect them.. 1 for each of us.. FAIR AND SQUARE.. except that i picked up another one on the floor.. for MYSELF.. so i got 2!! hehes..

actually that's abt it lahh.. nth much happened.. :)

i cant wait for SATURDAYS to come.. but after national day.. EVRYTHING will be OVER.. ):

looking forward.. (:

2006-07-28T22:28:00.000+08:00

yay!! tmr will be the NDP PREVIEW!! and my beloved MINGLI JIE JIE is going there to watch and SUPPORT mi!! :)

hehes.. hope i'll be well enough to march tmr and PRAY HARD that i wun be coughing too much for ms alsagoff to notice.. :)

i'm looking forward to seeing jolene and amanda..
looking forward to the PREVIEW..
and of cos looking forward to YOU-NOE-WHO..

GOOD JOB, GIRLS!!

2006-07-28T21:32:00.000+08:00

to the 2E2 GIRLS who PLAYED for todae's interclass cap-net match.. u girls ROCK!! :)

to all those who SUPPORTED 2E2 todae (including ME) THANKS for ur CHEERING!! :)

to MISS FAH who sends us ur smses with ur WORDS OF ENCOURAGEMENT.. INFINITE THANKS.. LOVE and KISSES to U!! <333

2E2 played a good match todae.. the matches against 2E3 and 2T1 were good.. but the match against 2T1 was the BEST.. 2E2 really did an EXCELLENT JOB!! :) like what miss fah said.. the MOST important thing is the EXPERIENCE.. NOT winning.. :) ohh.. and another thing that i want to COMPLIMENT.. 2T1 has GOOD SPORTSMANSHIP.. :) with that.. i will like to end with..

3 cheers and 3 cheers and 3 cheers for E2!! hip hip HOORAY!! hip hip HOORAY!! hip hip HOORAY!! :)

psstt.. i LOVE 2e2 and MISS FAH.. :)) <333

slept again.. zzz

2006-07-28T21:11:00.000+08:00

zzz.. hehes.. i slept again.. in miss sultana's cme class todae.. naughty naughty.. hahas.. bo bian.. this is NOT what i want.. my eyes wants to close THEMSELVES de.. so CANT really blame mii lahh.. hehes.. anywae.. for todae's SEXUAL EDUCATION (SE)......

PORNOGRAPHY. the BIG word that makes the guys' eyes go BIG.. hahas.. the first slide jiu make the guys' eyes POP OUT liao.. it shows the front cover of a magazine.. on it is a sexy woman in sexy lingeire lahh.. u noe what i mean.. JOHN's eyes were like sticking PERVERTLY onto the screen throughout the WHOLE slideshow.. i think todae's (SE) is the FIRST lesson which he really PAY ATTENTION to.. X)

miss shiow talk about SOFT PORNOGRAPHY.. HARD PORNOGRAPHY.. MASTURBATION.. SEX TEMPTATION.. and i think MOST of the guys were VERY interested to listen about them.. ohh.. and miss shiow also talked about SELF-CONTROL.. but i think the guys CANT BE BOTHERED to listen on that part.. hahas..

cant stand the guys.. all so PERVERTIC de.. HENTAI.. >.<

sleeping.. zzz

2006-07-27T17:16:00.000+08:00

i realise i CANT rest my head on the table in class.. or rather i would BETTER NOT.. otherwise i will DOZE OFF.. scarly kena CAUGHT by teacher.. jiu CHAM liao.. like ytd.. i was SLEEPING in ms khoo's class for the 2nd period.. heng her SHARP EYES didnt saw mii.. and todae.. i was sleeping AGAIN in mrs adris's class for the 2nd period.. but she ALSO didnt saw mii.. wahahahaas!! didnt noe i can sleep so SKILFULLY in class.. but still.. better be careful lahh.. hehes.. :)

ABCDE :(

2006-07-26T22:18:00.000+08:00

ABCDE

and i'm NOT singing the alphabet song

inclined pull-ups: 17 >> A
sit ups: 29 >> B
shuttle run: 12.0 >> C
sit and reach: 34 >> D
standing broad jump: 149 >> E

get what I mean? >> ABCDE
NICE grades for my NAPFA de 5 stations..

WORST results ever!! :(

i'm disappointed :(

2006-07-25T23:32:00.000+08:00

SAD :(

todae's 2.4km run
my time is only 15.08 mins
got a B

if only my coughing had STOPPED
i would probably get 14+
then it would be an A

have to bucked up in the 5 NAPFA stations
TOMORROW

especially STANDING BROAD JUMP

NDP ROX!! wee~

2006-07-23T15:00:00.000+08:00

okae.. before i start blogging abt NDP.. just want to sae i'm sorrie for slapping liangying and i promise not to do it again.. cheerios!! (:

ermms.. basically a lot of things happened in ndp ytd.. but jolene mentioned a gd point.. something's missing.. well.. i think it's the ndp spirit and the hyperness bahhs.. hmm.. maybe bcos ytd dun hav any shows bahhs..

sigh.. didnt get to march ytd.. basically cos i'm having a bad cough.. URGH!! i hate coughs.. not feeling any better now.. SIAN DIAO.. and my throat is hoarse.. CAN'T SING!! sad.. :(

ytd's lunch and dinner isn't nice at all.. worse.. due to my SICKNESS.. i got no appetite at all.. evry part of the meal was BLAND..

but here was the treat.. ms alsagoff bought a big bdae cake for us!! for the JULY BABIES.. mii!! yupps.. happie birthdae to ME!! no lahh.. it was shu ling's birthdae ytd.. then someone go and tell ms alsagoff shu ling's birthday.. that's why she bought a birthday cake for us.. hahas..

ohh and there's this scout.. who wants to jio shu ling.. he bought her a baby pooh bear.. they noe each other onli for a week nia.. shu ling claims that he's just a suitor.. and seems to look like she can't be bothered.. but we can all see that she likes him also lahh.. :))

ohh.. mi and jolene walk hand in hand to the toilet.. then cos amanda was walking by herself mahhs.. then jolene suggested to bang amanda against the wall.. then the both of us started going in her direction.. we thot she knew.. but seems like she didn't noe.. and can see that she wasnt prepared for the BANG!! and anywae.. she was FLATTENED onto the wall.. and when she recovered.. she had that RETARDED look on her face.. well.. she's a RETARD.. so cant blame her lahh.. X)

ohh yahh.. someth funny when we were drinking milo ytd.. jolene accidentally spilled milo on awa mama's shirt.. cos jo was holding amanda's milo.. then awa maam was standing in front of her.. suay suay awa maam move back.. and jo spilled the milo on her.. and thank god it's COLD.. hahas.. can't blame jo lahh.. she's too much of a CLUTZ.. so CLUMSY..

anywae.. to make things worse.. i also forgot why lahh.. but suddenly i grabbed jolene's hands.. then caused her to spill the milo.. on her own hand this time.. hahas.. then i thot she want to touch mi with that STICKY hand of hers.. so i run lorr.. then she chase mi lorr.. the more i thot she wan to touch mii.. then i screamed lorr.. and she trying to explain that she's not gonna touch mi with that hand of hers.. but i cudn't hear.. cos i was SCREAMING.. and running around like a MAD WOMAN.. she even try to get melissa to explain to mii.. finally i UNDERSTAND.. but can see she was having quite a hard time trying to explain.. hahas..

ohh.. and i saw the CHOIR MEMBERS.. they saw mii too!! joyce. prisca. wai cheng. maeve. kai jun. joelin. and others.. ohh.. first person i saw was ms khoo.. cos too distinctive lerr u noe..

ohh.. and we made a new fren.. yan zhen.. she's also crazy about GOHs.. same as celia.. and also about sea urchin.. :)) ohh.. and she also sae i'm CUTE and GENTLE.. she's the 2nd person to praise mii.. 1st person is celia.. hehes.. thank u thank u.. i noe i'mm vehh cute and GENTLE lahh..

ohh.. and sea urchin didn't come this week.. cos he sick lerr.. sad.. :( jolene they all lahh.. so kpo.. go and ask Randy Sir about him.. then tell him i like him.. luckily he promised not to tell.. heng arhh..

and jolene is OBSESSED and CRAZY wiv this scout.. she calls him scouty.. she claims that he's cute.. and all that.. and thanks to him.. jolene's been bugging mi to pei her go drink milo jus to walk past the scouts and take a look at him.. urgh.. dun find him cute lahh.. he just has a nice smile.. that's all.. but amanda sae as if he's a RETARD and IDIOT.. sad that jolene dun hav a luck in finding his profile on frenster.. :( gd luck to her then..

psstt.. i LOVE ndp!! :))

i'm OBSESSED wiv SLAPS!!

2006-07-21T19:15:00.000+08:00

hahas.. i'm too OBSESSED wiv SLAPS nowadays.. nope.. NOT u slap mi.. but I SLAP YOU!! hahas.. todae slapped liangying for like.. 18 times?? hahas.. broke my personal record.. 3 CHEERS!! woots!! yeahh mann.. hahas.. ohh.. and wiv evry slightest thing she sae.. whether i LIKE it or NOT.. i told her.. "with that.. u earned 1 SLAP from mi!!" hahas.. it's FUNNY to see her dodging my SLAPS.. X) u can sae xiuzhen is EVIL lahh.. villain?? hmm.. i dun mind.. anywae.. poor liangying.. kena abused by yours truly.. WAHAHAHAAS!! weiis.. but my slaps are NOT hard or painful okae.. hehes.. she ought to be THANKFUL lerr.. hehes.. and if she sae she's NOT.. trust mi.. i'll REWARD her wiv another SLAP of mine.. X) i feel SORRIE for her lahh.. but NOT the SLAPS that i've given her.. and i just ENJOY them.. X)

The Person I Detest..

2006-07-19T16:58:00.000+08:00

well.. i think that evryone.. including mi even.. shud seriously reflect about our attitude during the english lesson lahh.. todae during the english lesson.. i totally dun wan to listen to the presentations regarding the essay topic 'the person i detest'.. so i read 'Conch Bearer' okae.. fine.. i noe this is rude.. but this whole thing has turned out to be such a negative topic.. like leon's grp.. they talked abt this person.. i dun wan to sae who that person is.. but the way his grp described it.. and the others thot it was funny.. wah piang!! it's not even a single bit funny can? put urself in that person's shoes lahh.. u will feel veri good being described like that is it??

my grp was trying to use this person as the person they detest the most.. a REAL PERSON that they really detest.. but i dun detest that person at all.. so why shud i talk abt it.. why shud i even join in the discussion at all.. but i really felt so uneasy about hearing such terrble adjectives being used to describe her.. couldn't they imagine how it will be like to be her.. the person that they bad-mouthed about..

it just serves the whole class right that the essay topic is being changed to this childish topic.. "about myself".. a veri chidish topic that i think onli the p1s or p2s will get..

i dun wanna talk on anymore.. dun even hav the mood to bold the words..

i'm so SHUAI yesterdae..

2006-07-19T16:22:00.000+08:00

i wonder when i get to wear blazer again.. haiis.. but at least i got wear before lerr.. that itself made mi feel satisfied lerr.. :)) at first i was a little worried about being the VIP usher.. cos scared the others.. especially the sec 3s.. might feel unfair and unhappie about it lahh.. especially since i'm just a sec 2 prefect nia.. but actually right.. ytd when ushering the VIPs right.. mi and wendy got the same feeling.. "both of us like veri extra.." which is quite true..

anywae.. at first also got another BIG thing to worry lahh.. wait.. DUN laugh at mi when i tell u why horr.. i dunno how i will look in the blazers.. hahas.. that's the BIG WORRY.. hehes.. dun laugh okae.. after all the first impression is always important de mahh.. the image of the person shows the person's politeness and blahh crap okae.. hahas.. anywae.. there's some prefects who told mi i look not bad and SHUAI in the blazers.. hahas.. i felt better then.. ohh.. and after the investiture.. mi and vera playing walkie talkies wiv one another.. :))

anywae.. ytd.. chinseng was goin about saying.. "i love stephanie!" "stephanie loves mi!" now this is what psychologist xiuzhen call UNREALISTIC INFACTUATION.. ohh pls.. can he get his facts right?? stephanie loves mi!! not him!! hahas.. kidding lahh.. anywae.. i guess he will get over this love struck thing soon.. so stephanie.. no need to worry.. :))

ohh.. and he was also telling mi he WILL go in to the ex-co commitee.. and that he will be the next head prefect.. he sae he will FIGHT mi for the position.. hahas.. well.. i just hope the next head prefect can be a GIRL.. jiayou bahh.. girls!! :)) i hope to be in the TOP 3 lahh.. to tell the truth.. but i'll be happie enough if i get the position of a DEPUTY HEAD PREFECT.. a lot of seniors think i can get into the election.. hope so bahhs.. :))

no one can predict the future.. :))

helpless :(

2006-07-17T17:04:00.000+08:00

what the HELL am i doing?
i don't know..
i really don't know..
and i'm too TIRED to even think about it..

am i even trying?
or am i just waiting around..
hoping for a MIRACLE to happen?

but..
what can i do?
just what can i do to SALVAGE this situation?
if there's anything that i can do..
trust me..
i'll do it..

however..
there's NOTHING i can do..
and even if there is..
i think i can NEVER do it by myself..
even if i put it my 100% effort..
it's no use at all..

i'm really TIRED..
and i'm breaking down..
i want to CRY..
till there's no more tears left..
i want to SCREAM..
till my throat is hoarse..
then maybe i can FORGET all these troubles and UNHAPPINESS..

her words had SHAKEN me..
yes..
we are USELESS..
even i myself know that very CLEARLY..
but it's jus too bad..
and there's NO way we can change the fact..

so let's just FACE it..
face the fact that we are USELESS..
and HELPLESS to do anything about this FACT..

the BONUS..

2006-07-16T14:32:00.000+08:00

CORRECTION: I ~~DISLIKE~~ LOVE NDP!!

okae.. abt wat i've said in the previous blog.. dun EVER treat it seriously.. well.. i do wan to attend the HAI CARNIVAL.. and yes.. i do wan to go to NGEE ANN's CAMPFIRE.. but then again.. i would RATHER go NDP.. cos can see someone.. yes.. it's the cute guy.. hahas.. he did come this week.. and i'm just so over the moon.. :))

anywae.. training in the afternoon as usual is vehh SIAN and HOT under Mr. Sun.. but after lunchtime (pizza hut).. was alright liao.. during our LONG break time.. after i think dinnertime?? (KFC) the NDP GUIDES.. YAs.. maams.. our army trainers.. our parade coordinators.. (which includes dat cute guy) took a group photo together outside the inddor stadium.. so evryone stand properly lahh.. (fun shot) in positions.. i stand wiv melissa. jolene. amanda.. den guess wat.. the cute guy was standing right behind us.. i CHUA DIOed.. first reaction: omg.. second reaction: ohh YES!! anywae.. he was standing in between melissa and jolene de behind lahh.. and i so NOT regretted changing place wiv jolene.. grrrr.. anywae.. i'm SATISFIED dat he stood so near us.. ahhhhh!! i WANT dat PHOTO!!

we got really HYPER at nite as usual.. esp after the NE show.. :)) SCREAMING as soon as we got out of the parade.. the stadium was FULL HOUSE wiv p5s in RED.. the p5s were like so cute and innocent.. trying to IMITATE the parade commander's COMMANDS.. singing national anthem so LOUDLY.. so i joined in the singing too.. really vehh TOUCHED.. can no longer hear students singing daty loudly in HSC..

anywae.. cos our bus was late in fetching us back to GGHQ.. and i'm damn glad dat it came late.. cos we watched MORE and NICER FIREWOKS than last week.. well.. to amanda. jolene. melissa.. dat's their BONUS.. not to mi thou.. cos right.. after the parade.. manda. jo. mel. they were telling mi they had a nice chat wiv that cute guy.. trying to make mi jealous.. and i admit i'm damn JEALOUS.. and we noe the cute guy's name lerr.. cos they go and ask.. (but i cant reveal..) but they found a nickname for him.. Sea Urchin.. hahas.. jolene's idea i think.. anywae.. they told mi he's from Hai Sing Catholic.. (i CHUA DIOed again)

anywae.. while we watching the fireworks.. dunno how.. we started talking to him.. cos he standing so near us.. den right.. we ask him more abt haising stuff lorr.. and THANK GOD that i'm a student of HSC.. den he chua dioed when i mentioned Mr Ngoo's name.. and he asked if Ms Ng Bak Hon still around a nort.. and all that lahh.. den i asked if he got join any leadership traits.. he sae PREFECTS.. omg.. dat makes him a closer SENIOR of mine.. :)) i think i saw his generation de tie.. plain BLUE de.. quite ugly lahh.. so manda n jo were watching mi and him talk lahh.. EX haisian and CURRENT haisian talking.. dat's wat jo said.. quite true lahh.. hehes :)) yesterdae was the BEST nite EVER.. hope i can find out MORE about him next week.. talking to him is my BONUS.. :)) sad.. left a few sessions of rehearsals nia lerr.. and ohh.. i'm gonna bring my hp on NATIONAL DAY to take photos.. maybe wiv HIM even?? :))

oh btw.. mi. mel. jo. manda can form a grp liao.. wiv a vehh funny name.. i'm the FOUNDER.. :)) da.lene.zhen.sa.. can see?? it's the last syllables of our names.. like darling zhen sha.. translate means darling very silly.. :))

SAD!! :((

2006-07-14T21:56:00.000+08:00

i WANT to go HAI CARNIVAL!! :((

i WANT to go NGEE ANN SEC SCH's CAMPFIRE!! :((

i WANT!! :((
but i CANT!! :((
and this SUCKS!! :((

THANKS to NDP!! :((
for the FIRST time i DISLIKE NDP!! :((

another of my INSPIRATIONAL scribbling..

2006-07-14T21:19:00.000+08:00

i could feel myself writing FASTER
as i pen down my THOTS..

could feel my nose SOUR
as i try to keep my TEARS from dropping..

i could feel my heart pounding HARDER
as i try to swallow the ANGER down my throat..

could feel myself losing CONTROL
as the HATRED boils within me..

my 14th birthday!! :))

2006-07-13T15:16:00.000+08:00

11 July, 2006, Tuesday [a BIG day]

hahas.. yupps.. it's a WAY BIG day for mii.. bcos.. i'm a SWEET FOURTEEN now!! feel more MATURE lerr.. so STOP saying that i'm IMMATURE when u noe that i'm NOT.. X)

anywae.. thanks to ALL THOSE for being my FRIENDS.. special thanks to ALL THOSE who wished mi a HAPPIE BIRTHDAE.. and even ULTIMATE AND BIGGER THANKS to ALL THOSE who gave mi a PRESENT.. LOVE u all SO MUCH.. <333

hahas.. anywae.. i really LOVE my presents a lot.. <333 this is the FIRST time i reciv presents from SO MANY ppl.. 30 plus i think.. and FIRST time i reciv such an EXPENSIVE present.. well.. i got to thanks my PREFECTORIAL FRIENDS.. 2E2 FRIENDS.. GUIDES.. COUSINS.. and MANY MORE.. ohh.. and the PUZZLE.. [that's the most expensive present] i PROMISE that i WILL complete it and put it in that FRAME.. and HANG it up in my BEDROOM.. i PROMISE..

i think this year has been the BEST BIRTHDAY ever.. i had been HAPPIE for the WHOLE day.. no SADNESS.. this is the FIRST time my birthday contains onli HAPPPINESS.. and evryone of u contributed to this HAPPINESS.. this is one reason.. another reason i think is bcos this will also be the FIRST year that my PARENTS are going to buy mi a PROPER PRESENT.. in the previous years.. they just buy mi a BIRTHDAY CAKE and sae that's their present to mi.. i'm SATISFIED but a bit SAD however.. but this year.. they are going to get mi a NEW HP.. YAY!! hope i can get the LG chocolate.. or nokia 6280.. :)) <333

anywae.. i hope GOD will BLESS all of us.. BLESS 2E2.. BLESS the PREFECTORIAL BOARD.. BLESS the GIRL GUIDES.. BLESS my FAMILY.. and BLESS ME.. :))

NDP ROX!!

2006-07-09T13:59:00.000+08:00

okae.. i think i'm blogging abt NDP evry week.. scared ur might get BORED and STOP visiting my BLOG lerr.. hence.. i think i better keep this post SIMPLE and SHORT..

1. i did MARCH this week!! :))

2. sad that MELISSA didnt march thou.. :((

3. the FAMILY DAY PREVIEW SHOW:

- FIRST full-dress rehearsal in front of so many SPECTATORS.. they formed a RED SEA of ppl.. i LOVE the APPLAUSE they gave US!! :))

- CHOIR as NICE as EVER.. :))

- saw the performance of Nan Hua Pri Sku during the break in Singapore Indoor Stadium.. NICE NICE!! :))

- i beginning to FALL IN LOVE wiv the Guards-of-Honours.. thanks to CELIA.. she's like so CRAZY over them.. anywae.. they are like so COOL in their uniform!! so NEAT and COOL when holding the RIFLES.. the COLOUR PARTY are NICE too!! :)) <333

- the FIREWORKS are a BEAUTY.. LOVE them so much.. <333

4. the CUTE GUY didnt come this week.. :((

5. NDP GIRL GUIDES are as CRAZY as EVER!! let's SCREAMM!!! do the NDP GUIDES CLAP!! *clap clap clap *clap clap clap *clap clap clap AAHHHHHH!!! :))

6. and NDP GUIDES ROX!! :)) <333

that's abt it then.. SHORT and SIMPLE like i promise.. X)) ohh yahh.. one more thing.. each of us reciv a band when we reached guides HQ that nite.. got RED and WHITE de.. but i got the WHITE one.. YAY!! cos i dun like RED :)) anywae.. mi. melissa. jing jing. amanda. jolene. wore the band and made a star.. here's the photo.. i can FINALLY upload a photo lerr.. YAY!! :))

ohh.. and i cant wait for next week's NDP Preview for the P5s.. hahas.. last time we P5 watch the NDP Preview.. now is we perform for them.. anywae.. i guess that will be our 2nd MAJOR full-dress rehearsal for spectators before the REAL and ACTUAL NATIONAL DAY.. cant wait for next week.. :)) hav to miss the Hai Carnival thou.. which is ONCE in evry 4 YEARS.. :(( but i rather go NDP.. as much as i want to attend the Hai Carnival.. :))

i wanna go prefects room!!!

2006-07-07T15:30:00.000+08:00

AHHHHH!! u noe wat?! sec 2 prefects and below are NOT ALLOWED to enter PREFECTS' ROOM unless there's a MEETING or someth.. i was vehh SAD lorr.. wanna CRY lerr lahh.. :(( PREFECTS' ROOM is one of my FAVOURITE places in sku lorr.. and yet we are BANNED from entering now.. WAHH!! :((

i rmb there's a time when i was in a low mood.. then i decided to visit the prefects' room.. a while later i was CHEERED UP lorr.. thanks to the seniors.. so many MEMORIES there.. yet now we can only go in if we got IMPORTANT PURPOSES like MEETINGS.. haiis.. that means the onli time that i can enter the room is on wednesdae morning or fridae after sku when there is GENERAL MEETING lorr.. wednesdae morning is veri seldom got meetings de.. then fridae after sku i cant go general meeting which starts @ 12.30pm cos i still hav HIGHER CHINESE LESSONS which only ends @ 1.40pm.. so my chance of going to prefects' room is lower compared to other sec 1 and sec 2 prefects.. :((

haiis.. hope mr gng will be like mr ng like that.. promote some sec 2 prefects to SENIOR PREFECTS.. in that way.. we might not hav to wait until sec 3 to rightfully enter the prefects' room.. :))

raking the past VS burying the hatred

2006-07-05T22:01:00.000+08:00

todae.. let us go thru a lesson of PROFESSOR-cum-PSYCHOLOGIST-cum-PHILOSOPHER XIUZHEN.. TADAHH!! hahas.. okae.. so this lesson's theme will be 'raking the past VS burying the hatred' :))

wat do i mean.. let mi explain by telling ur 2 stories.. 1st story will be got to do wiv RAKING THE PAST.. 2nd story is got to do wiv BURYING THE HATRED which i think ur had heard before lerr lahh..

1st story:
a gurl was telling her friends, "eh, ur look at that girl. u noe right. last time, she like to this and that lorr. steal my friends somemore lorr. her looks so ugly. i hate her to the core mann." and u noe wat.. that happened 3 yrs ago.. she was telling her frens again, "eh, ur see that guy. he broke up wiv mi and went wiv dat girl. i hate him to the core mann!! who he think he is? veri suave mehh?? he totally sucks lorr.." and that had happened 2 yrs ago.. this girl.. she rakes up her hatred evry now and then.. just to prove how much she hate these ppl.. she wants evryone to noe the bad points abt these ppl.. she wants ppl to noe that she's a major victim in all these incidents.. whether the events happened 1 yr ago or even 10 yrs ago.. in this way.. she's shouldering all these hatred on herself evrydae.. :((

2nd story:
one dae.. a teacher ask her pupils if there are pupils who hate someone else.. many of them raise up their hands.. so the teacher sae, "tmr.. i wan ur to bring a bag of potatoes.. the number of potatoes in that bag represent the number of ppl u hate." and so.. some pupils brought 2 potatoes.. some brought 5.. there's even a pupil who brought 10 potatoes.. that dae.. the teacher sae again "i wan u to bring that bag of potatoes to sku evrydae." and so they did.. but the pupils soon found it a bother.. carrying schoolbags is tiring.. having to bring an extra bag of potatoes is double tiring.. hence.. they begged their teacher to stop this whole thing.. the teacher replied, "i cant stop this thing.. u can only stop this thing urself. carrying the bag of potatoes is like putting the hatred u hav for other ppl on ur own shoulders. u are then burdening urself. if u can just bury the hatred and treat these ppl u hate wiv forgivness instead. u will benefit urself." and indeed.. the pupils heeded her advice.. :))

NOW A QUESTION:
well.. the above 2 cases.. which case will u rather choose?? to rake abt the past evry now and then.. to rmb these hatred and unhappy memories?? or wud ur rather bury evry single bit of the hatred u hav and start afresh.. and start collecting as much happy memories as possible instead?? the choice is in ur hands.. i hope it will be a wise choice thou.. god bless.. :))

ppl wiv FUCKING ATTITUDE are the one who SUCKS..

2006-07-05T19:10:00.000+08:00

okae.. i DUN mean to be rude.. but if u guys find wat i sae in this post RUDE.. just voice ur opinions and PARDON mi okae? thanks.. cos i jus wanna state some FACTS..

i really CANT stand ppl wiv FUCKING ATTITUDES.. i've seen many in this world.. but i dun wish to name them out.. basically bcos is till hav some CONSIDERATIONS..

ppl who have FUCKING ATTITUDES show these symptoms:

1. they scold VULGARITIES EVRY MINUTE..

2. they giv that kind of FACE and ATTITUDE such that u hope he/she will be DEAD so that u DUN hav to FACE him/her anymore..

3. they BADMOUTH ppl to the VERY EXTREME and show no CONSIDERATION to the person whom he/she is HURTING..

4. they BADMOUTH ppl as if there are no BAD POINTS in them.. and hence i wanna note here that NO ONE has actually the RIGHT to CRITICISE or BADMOUTH ANYONE bcos 99% of the ppl in this world have IMPERFECTS.. and PLENTY of them..

5. to be simple.. yet specific.. they are just ppl who like to ACT and FAKE.. and they just DUN GIV A DAMN to EVRY SINGLE THING..

6. their HECK CARE ATTITUDE are the BEST out of the BEST..

i really really CANT STAND this kind of ppl.. and if u guys have anyth u wish to add or voice out.. feel free to do so in my tagboard.. thanks..

REAL FRENS?? wat a GREAT name..

2006-07-05T18:29:00.000+08:00

hahas.. went out wiv liangying. vannesa. cheryl.. todae after sku.. @ TM.. main objective was to.. ermms.. our talk abt that later lahh.. cos i wanna sae someth else now.. hahas.. went to take neoprints together @ Century Square.. that machine was like SUPER FAST lahh!! SHOT after SHOT NON-STOP!! wat the.. so CRAP lorr.. and btw.. i realized i'm too ADDICTED to taking NEOPRINTS.. been taking neoprints so FREQUENTLY.. yet no time to organise them.. zzz.. anywae.. before that.. (i forgot to mention this) we were at pastamania having lunch.. den liangying and vannesa were talking abt this REAL FRENS thingy.. anywae.. dunno how this whole story come abt.. so waiting for liangying to blog abt the STORY lahh..

anywae.. yahh.. so on the bus right.. mi n liangying talking abt the grps that we belong to lahh.. ermms.. the first grp was actually HIGH 4.. which consists of mi. laingying. priscilla. maeve.. PRIS is the founder i tink.. cos she started wiv the HIGH 4 slaps.. instead of HIGH 5 slaps.. X)

next grp will be the one wiv 10 of us in it.. sze hwei. zhilin. joelin. sheena. mi. liangying. priscilla. maeve. vannesa. cheryl.. hahas.. founder is SZE HWEI.. cos basically the few of us alwaes eat and chit chat together during recess or lunchtime mahh.. den become vehh CLOSE.. so yupps.. 10 ppl.. big grp right.. and liangying mention someth.. this grp is one quarter of the whole class.. so liangiyng thot of the name one-quarter.. i'll voice this out to sze hwei tmr.. :))

so the last grp will be todae the REAL FRENS of cos.. VANNESA is the founder duhh.. story of this grp jiu wait for liangying's post bahhs.. :))

mi and liangying realize that we are actually vehh SOCIABLE lorr.. can belong to so many grps.. so i suggested calling ourselves LINKABLES.. cos can link from 1 grp to another.. vehh lame.. i noe.. thank you.. lols.. -_-"

ohh yahh.. todae's OBJECTIVE of going out was to buy PRISSY's bdae present.. yay!! i'm free from oweing presents.. i'll give her the present tmr.. :)) pris u OUGHT TO lurve mi!! liangying still owe joelin a bdae present thou.. hope she DOESN'T owe mine thou.. and she'll better NOT.. otherwise.. hehes.. X)

INSPIRATIONAL scribbling in CLASS..

2006-07-04T22:38:00.000+08:00

i'm in a WORLD
FULL of STRANGERS

and NO ONE is there to HELP me
NO ONE is there to UNDERSTAND me

i'm CRYING OUT in my HEART

my HEART is BLEEDING PROFUSELY
and NO ONE can see it

the FATAL SHOT that i received from YOU
was NEVER FORGOTTEN

and NO ONE can EVER
get that BULLET out of ME
NO ONE at all

my HEART really HURTS like NOBODY's BUSINESS

wat i alwaes SAE is NOT wat i alwaes THOT
the TRUTH lies beneath the MASK

i LURVE my SEC 1 GUIDES JUNIORS!!

2006-07-04T22:27:00.000+08:00

i really really LURVE them.. YES I DO.. hahas.. my DARLING SEC 1 GUIDES.. hahas.. paisehh.. i think i overly excited lerr.. cos jus now blogged abt that NUMBER post was like so damn SAD lahh.. :(( so at the thot of todae's GUIDE TRAINING.. my mood became totally HYPER lerr lahh.. :))

anywae.. yupps.. todae mii and melissa assist aline and yi siew seniors to help TRAIN the SEC 1 GUIDES lahh.. hahas.. LONG time never train them lerr.. cos the other dae when i was at PRCS having SCRABBLE on last fridae right.. i heard from melissa that she. audrey. zhilin. helped aline senior to train the sec 1s.. i was like so JEALOUS lorr.. haiish.. but todae was really veri HAPPIE.. :)) cos mii and melissa in NDP.. so cannot be in the CARNIVAL CONTIGENT.. thus.. were excused from todae's training.. and instead.. help the seniors to TRAIN our DARLING SEC 1s.. :)) felt really COOL lahh.. and so HAPPIE to see them again of cos.. :))

hope that i still get to TRAIN them in the FUTURE TRAININGS.. :))

dun EVER talk to mii abt NUMBERS..

2006-07-04T22:10:00.000+08:00

haiish.. speaking abt NUMBERS.. dat's like totally and seriously and ridiculously SIAN DIAO.. thanks to that 2 days of FEVER.. i missed so many IMPORTANT lessons.. wanna CRY liao.. and the WORST thing is that they ALL got to do with NUMBERS.. DOUBLE SIAN DIAO..

well.. the GOOD news is that i FINALLY manage to catch up with CHEMISTRY lessons.. and i think i can grip quite a good hold of that subject too.. :)) okae.. the GOOD news is alwaes followed by the BAD news.. I NOE NTH ABT MATHS CHAPTER 6.. :(( giv mii a round of an applause.. -_-" TRIPLE SIAN DIAO.. oh my god!! and i totally got NO TIME to look for MS KHOO lahh.. PATHETIC.. i noe.. haiish.. can only JIAYOU lorr..

P/S: just remembered someth.. there will be a MATHS TEST regarding this topic on this FRIDAY i think.. i'll need ALL the GOOD LUCK that i can get.. just GREAT.. the SECOND BAD NEWS.. QUADRIPLE SIAN DIAO!!

NDP rox as usual.. hahas!!

2006-07-03T14:43:00.000+08:00

well.. like i sae.. ndp ROX as usual.. hahas.. EVRY training ROX.. evry hr.. min.. sec.. of the training ROX.. if anyth sucks.. that will be having NO training.. anywae.. well.. i didnt march yesterdae.. basically cos i was having TIME OF THE MONTH.. and i wun go on the details abt it cos there are GUYS who visit my blog.. but anywae.. ms alsagoff wun let mii march.. haiis.. but i do wan to march.. cos when they are at the parade ground.. those cannot march de got nth to do.. den it's like so SIAN but anywae.. felt glad later.. cos melissa and the other gurls need to 'change shift' wiv another grp of gurls mahh.. den got someone peii wo.. and ms alsagoff bring us to the spectators' seats.. right opposite the choir members to watch the marching parade.. so COOL!!

i saw the 4 hosts.. gurmit singh. michelle chia. jean denker. and a fat fat guy.. vincent ng in the martial arts performance.. the 4 singers.. like chen wei lian. KAIRA GONG.. (sze ern i noe u are jealous right now X)) i like the way the guards-of-honours move.. like the way they put their guns straight.. all so SHUAI!! ohh!! i like the way the CHOIR dance.. well done HAISINGERS!! althou i dunno where u guys stand cos u all look too alike from where i sit.. -_-" ohh!! i like the fireworks!! yeah man.. althou is not as high level as it is goin to be during national day.. it's still NICE and BEAUTIFUL!! X)) hahas.. sad that we cudnt watch the rest of the performance thou.. cos got to leave the stadium lerr.. :(( but anywae.. for the WHOLE DAY.. GIRL GUIDES were so HIGH lahh!! singing cheers and SCREAMING!! hahas.. the army officers all CHUA DIO.. X))

ohh.. and did i mention there's this really really CUTE army officer.. who's in-charge of bringing girl guides to the stadium and etc etc?? he's so cute lorr!! amanda ng and i are CRAZY abt him.. not jus us.. the other guides too.. hahas.. and i'm NOT exaggerating.. he's 22 yrs old i tink.. and really TALL!! 180++?? i dunno.. hahas.. but he's jus CUTE.. :))

cant wait for family dae this coming saturday.. our so called first small performance.. AHHHHH!! so HAPPIE that i joined NDP!! X))

NDP Rehearsal really ROX!!

2006-06-27T11:29:00.000+08:00

24 June, 2006, Saturday

okae.. i noe it's a bit too late to blog about this too.. but i seriously hav to blog about it.. this ndp rehearsal was the BEST i ever had!! well.. this is the FIRST full-dress rehearsal wiv the CHOIR members and the PERFORMERS.. it even includes the HELICOPTERS which flew past the stadium wiv the SINGAPORE FLAG during the NATIONAL ANTHEM.. the JET PLANES which zooms past the stadium so LOUDLY that i thot i gonna hav a HEART ATTACK.. the CANNON that shoots the CANNON BALLS.. and especially the APPLAUSE that came from the SPECTATORS over there..

i felt really PROUD.. really HONOURED.. to be at the NATIONAL STADIUM.. to be part of 2006 NATIONAL DAY.. not as a SPECTATOR.. but as a GIRL GUIDE.. :)) hahas.. true.. the TRAININGS and all that are TOUGH.. to be standing under the HOT SUN.. maeve thot i bonkers lerr.. standing under hot sun also fun.. true.. however.. i also get to make a lot of NEW FRIENDS!! ppl like jolene. amanda. celia. and all those from mayflower sec. the YAs.. learnt so many grace during lunch time.. i really enjoyed myself.. dat nite at the stadium was the wildest thou.. we sang cheers and SCREAMED.. right after our full-dress rehearsal.. NO ONE had fainted during that rehearsal.. so happie.. first time mann!! wow!!

hahas.. seriously.. anywae.. cant wait for our FIRST performance.. which will be on 8 July i think.. the preview.. yay!! seriously cant wait.. each person will get 4 free tickets.. i'm still thinking on who shud i giv them too.. hahas.. :))

anti drugs course..

2006-06-23T18:30:00.000+08:00

okae.. went to Singapore Anti-Narcotics Association (SANA) centre todae to attend my anti-drug course.. just next to Compass Point nia.. anywae.. went into the room.. saw the first powerpoint slide.. thot that the lesson would be SIAN.. but surprisingly NOT.. somemore wat they taught us also quite interesting..

learnt a lot of drugs stuff.. ecstasy. heroin. ketamine. opium. inhalants. etc etc etc..

anywae.. the instructors told us dat there will be a TEST lahh.. determine whether we can get our BADGE a nort.. evryone scared scared liao.. took down a lot of notes.. the test was okae lahh.. but still got some qsn de ans i not sure lerr lahh.. but one of the instructors told us.. "Confucius sae when u are in DOUBT.. MOST of the time.. the ans must be TRUE.." hahas.. that sentence was a great help in helping us to ans the true and false qsns.. :))

anywae.. we den had to ROLE PLAY on passing a msg to let ppl noe DRUGS are HARMFUL.. mii and 4 other ppl in a grp.. all i dunno de.. den somemore they all quite quiet.. but then i got them to talk.. sort of motivating them.. yeah.. and I came up wiv the IDEA of our skit.. yupps.. u dun call mi an ex-drama club member for nth.. and guess wat?? we emerge the FIRST out of so many grps!! yeah!! us!! MY IDEA won this competition!! I feel so honoured!! I rawk!! X) hehes.. well.. the prizes were a bag + a pouch + an umbrella.. :))

okae.. time for the announcement of the overall result for our tests.. ermms.. the instructors came in ANGRILY.. scolded us and said that it was one of the WORST they had ever seen.. the whole room was damn QUIET lahh.. den he started calling names.. 5 ppl stood up.. we presumed that they are the FAILURES.. i could see one of them trembling lahh.. den that instructor said "i cannot understand why the ppl STANDING UP and SITTING DOWN can pass the test wiv FLYING COLOURS.." den he broke into laughter..

we were all like "har?" den later all of us "walau!!" okae.. evryone PASSED the test.. they jus acting nia.. -_-" but they act until so damn good lahh.. can go mediacorp lerr!! anywae.. yupps.. even got one person scored FULL marks.. hahas.. but really veri happie.. i'm getting my SANA BADGE!! yay!! :))

P/S: forgot to blog abt this.. the other dae at my civil defence course.. i tried the CPR.. wiv the DUMMY.. and did the extinguish fire thingy.. NICE!!

seeing them again..

2006-06-22T21:57:00.000+08:00

liangying.. so u tink i dun wan to go back junliang's new house again is it?? i'm as SAD and UPSET as u okae.. after i got home.. i immediately QIU my mum.. use so many and my best out of the best.. and even the not so best 'KU ROU JI'.. but alas.. STILL CANNOT GO.. urgh!! i think i gonna turn into a SADDIST soon.. it's only a matter of time.. :((

okae.. i think i better start some introduction.. junliang invited most of my park view frens.. and me (which was a LAST MINUTE invitation.. he claimed that he dun hav my contact.. -_-") to his house warming party.. cos he moved to Ris Granduer mahh.. wakao!! the condo damn nice lorr!! swimming pools so nice.. his house also not bad.. except HIS ROOM.. ERMMS!! but let's not go into the details..

played basketball.. i'm the WORST player among all.. so let's not talk about that.. chit chat wiv junliang in his room.. cos geraldine and ci hui left for movies.. left mi and liangying.. onli 2 gurls.. :(( but junliang realised that we veri bored and entertained us wiv his silly jokes.. hahas.. he's still the same old him.. i guess.. :)) unlike the other guys.. gluing their eyes to the computer screen the whole day.. and even booking time slots.. -_-" so junliang.. i decided to forgiv u for inviting mi the LAST MINUTE.. bcos u entertained and chatted wiv mi and liangying dis afternoon.. thanks.. :))

den crap lahh.. my mum.. walau.. i only stay at junliang's house from 11plus - 5plus.. den wan mii to go home.. walau.. i seriously REGRETTED going home so early.. thot i cud at least stay until 6 plus.. resulted in liangying goin home wiv mi so early as well.. so sorrie!! but bo bian luhh.. haiis.. den so sian at home.. really wan to back there.. cos that's when the FUN really starts.. they having bbq party and all that.. geraldine and ci hui going back there too!! haiis.. guess it's just too bad then.. :((

but i'm really happie to see those guys again.. :)) dun really feel that awkward when i saw them.. really unlike wat i had expected.. anywae.. evryone chit chat.. basically not much changes in evryone.. especially the heights in some of the GUYS.. hahas.. X)

so that's about it then.. hope we hav another gathering like this again.. i wun mind having a once-in-a-month gathering at junliang's house evry time.. :)) wherever the gathering place be.. the most important thing is the people who turn up.. :))

feel like seeing them again.. :))

2e2 BBQ Gathering!!

2006-06-19T18:46:00.000+08:00

16 June, 2006, Friday

okae.. i noe it's a bit LATE to blog abt dis BBQ GATHERING but it so damn totally rawks!! so i MUST blog abt it mann!! no no!! i mean it!! it seriously rawks to the core lahh.. yupps!! especially during the later part.. well.. cos first part of the gathering was like raining lahh.. den vehh disappointing mahh.. so was praying HARD that the rain would stop lahh.. THANK GOD for answering to our prayers.. even thou it rain and stop evry now and then.. in the end the rain finally stop and we cud start some games..

flour games.. ermms.. that.. we end up throwing flour at each other.. >.<

water games.. hahas.. after the games we threw water bombs at one another.. then cos i game host mahh.. then they play the game on the beach while i sat relaxing in the sea.. watching them play like retards.. so they want to bomb mii.. >.<

hahas.. then after all of us in the sea water lahh.. the guys all strip half-naked.. -_-" but nth to see lahh!! X) anywae.. the guys made sure dat all the gurls are wet.. VERI WET.. but we gurls are smart enuf not to wear white.. so sorrie.. >.< hahas.. played ice and water and human entangle in the water.. not to forget splashes at one another.. X) hahas..

went up to shore then to start the BBQ.. which is around 4 plus then.. plus preparing of food.. blahh blahh.. okae.. BIG PROBLEM comes.. we spent dunno how long to start a fire.. a fire starter would light up evry now and then.. and the wind would pass by merrily and blow off the flame.. well done wind!! -_-" half a box of fire starters almost gone lerr.. still NO FIRE.. URGH!! crap!! but then yin mun patiently fan and fan until got fire.. yay!! that's when the whole thing really starts..

but then.. BIG WIND.. flame gone.. SMALL WIND.. flame gone.. -_-" we all veri fed up lorr.. until like 6 plus.. den the charcoals are really ready to start bbq lahh.. but cos charcoals not red enuf mahh.. so thee bbqin process was damn SLOW!! and i mean it.. so the others tried to bear their hunger by bbqin marshmellows.. sorrie lahh.. den by 6 plus like dat or 7 a lot hav to go hme lerr lorr.. den it's like they onli eat A FEW sticks of hotdogs.. and PLENTY of marshmellows.. so sorrie..

but ppl like MII who stay near.. stay until like 9pm then pack up and go home lahh.. but by 8 plus the charcoals was like burning red and so NICE lahh.. and food were bbqed quite quickly lerr.. at least we could bbq more chicken wings by then.. :)) hahas.. and the food was nice and delicious.. YUM YUM!! of cos lahh.. i helped a lot in the WHOLE bbqin process okae?! X) no lahh.. kidding nia.. this WHOLE bbq gathering is the WHOLE CLASS'S effort.. :))

anywae.. LESSONS TO LEARN:

1. always plan things properly if we REALLY want a class gathering..

2. make sure the class fund is LOADED.. or at least rmb to collect money from evryone after the bbq gathering..

3. nvr buy the food when there is onli 2 ppl.. like mii and liangying.. -_-" u NEED ppl to help u carry the stuff.. trust mii.. u'll need this advice..

4. estimate AS ACCURATELY AS POSSIBLE on how much food is going to be eaten..

5. make sure there's someone who noes how to start a fire.. in the shortest time possible..

6. and make sure u noe how to deal wiv the food that were not eaten during the bbq.. eg. the chicken wings..

7. lastly.. again.. make sure the next bbq is well planned and well organised.. yupps.. mii and liangying will take notice of that.. maeve volunteered the bbq to be at her hse.. :))

so yupps.. listen to PROFESSOR. XIUZHEN'S words and u will nvr go wrong.. :))

P/S: the BBQ GATHERING really rawks!!

k box wiv the prefects rawks!!

2006-06-16T22:51:00.000+08:00

14 June, 2006, Wednesday

okae.. went to kbox todae.. partly for jus a small prefects' gathering.. partly cos of sze ern's bdae yesterdae.. i no time to buy her a present thou.. sorrie sze ern!! :(( i promise u i will giv u 1 when sku reopens.. and ohh.. giv mi wat u hav to giv mi too at dat time hor..

anywae.. there were 7 of us.. mii. sze ern. christabel. pinyi. clive. chin seng. desmond. but clive had to leave at 4 plus lorr.. so sad.. and my DARLING STEPHANIE cud not come!! thanks to her idiotic piano teacher lahh.. shit her mann.. so after clive left kbox.. den jiu left the 6 of us lorr.. pathetic right?? but wiv chin seng around is equals to extra 2 more ppl there lorr.. haiis..

anywae.. he was especially 'turned on' after seeing dat 'This Love' MTV by Maroon 5.. oh my god.. heard from pinyi dat the guys pulled his pants down.. hahas.. ohh.. and christabel saw his '7 colours'.. hahas..

but it was veri fun lahh.. long time nvr sing until so shuang lerr.. christabel grade my singing 8 out of 10!! :)) hahas.. i enjoyed myself.. i'm sure the others did too!! hahas.. took some grp photos for the last half an hour in kbox.. :))

P/S : Prefects and Kbox rawks!! :))

purple.. purPLE.. PURPLE!!

2006-06-09T21:58:00.000+08:00

hehes.. so so so DAMN OBSESSED wiv PURPLE nowadays.. i LURVE the colour so much!! be it a LIGHT purple.. or a DARK purple.. just a PURPLE!! hahas.. i'm goin head over heels for PURPLE.. i'm jumping or even dancing over the moon for PURPLE!! hehes.. siao liao right.. dots.. anywae.. bought a PURPLE wallet + a PURPLE rubberband + a PURPLE hairband yesterdae at Tampines Mall.. a neww PURPLE specs a week ago.. and did i mention i also have a PURPLE op T-shirt?? hahas.. i'm so PURPLISH.. but i find dis word guai guai de.. u see har.. pinkified sound so smooth.. pinkaholic is a noun for a person who lurves pink.. so wat's the noun for a person like MII who LURVES PURPLE?? hmm.. mii and liangying think sooo long lerr still cant figure out.. haiis.. must be 'PURPLE' de FAULT.. so why must YOU, PURPLE, my fav colour now, of ALL names, be called as PURPLE?!?!

Urgh!! hate clearing inbox!!

2006-06-07T17:40:00.000+08:00

okae.. 2nd post of the dae.. cos too sian ler.. since ii so sian todae.. i decided to clear my inbox.. 203 emails in it.. i wanted to jus leave my inbox GROWING dae by dae but decided that i simply CANT STAND the INCREASING number that i'm seeing evrytime i sign into msn.. okae.. so after stepping into the inbox..

i, CHUA XIU ZHEN, can hereby, DECLARE that, my inbox, is really flooded.. and that 50% of my inbox is about QUIZZES and QUIZZES and simply nothing but MEANINGLESS QUIZZES..

sigh.. i noe dis is exaggerating but they are really meaningless.. but i took them nevertheless.. just to pass time.. haiis.. but anywae.. thanks to ppl who send mii msgs like "honoured to hav you as a fren".. okae.. i noe u guys are really HONOURED to hav mii as ur fren.. but dun send mii this kind of msgs in the meantime pls.. nope.. not till i've finished clearing my INBOX..

and ohh.. dun send mii emails wiv PHOTOGRAPHS in it.. especially those with disgusting pictures.. i'm really DISGUSTED by them.. and too afraid to look at them ler.. this sounded silly.. i noe..

so guys.. stop sending mii emails in the meantime.. okae? until i finally ANNOUNCED that my INBOX IS FINALLY CLEARED till then..

signing off.. to continue clearing my inbox.. haiis..

darn.. cant wear my sleeveless tops in the mean time..

2006-06-07T16:17:00.000+08:00

okae.. just great.. i mentioned dat i bought a pair of shorts in bintan right.. yupps.. i was matching it wiv my tops.. i tried one by one.. then i came across my purple pmk sleeveless top.. then realised i had to put it off in the mean time.. just great.. reason being my tanning.. yupps.. i'm really tan now.. but i forgot to push my sleeves up when tanning.. so the part with my sleeve on is so fair.. while the rest of the part is so tan.. thus if i wear my sleevless tops.. the complexion difference will be so obvious.. darn.. drats.. just great.. *sobs* got to put off my sleeveless tops in the mean time..

3rd dae of Loola Camp at Bintan wiv Girl Guides

2006-06-06T16:45:00.000+08:00

03 June, 2006, Saturday

Awwwww...... so sad.. last dae of camp ler.. haiis.. so sad.. you dian bu she de.. haiis.. but bo bian.. to tell the truth right.. if the whole camp is for 5 daes 4 nites right.. ii also willing to stay lor.. hahas.. ii quite like the life there.. seriously.. so ever peaceful lorr.. anywae.. ii guess the onli activity left for dis dae was rock climbing..

yupps.. and ii was the first to try out.. teresa also.. cos can 2 ppl go up at a time wdd.. so after putting on our harness.. we started climbing up.. dis place was actually the place where we fly foxed.. so u can imagine it's pretty high lahh.. but dis time still feel pretty safe lahh.. cos there's dis rope holding onto u mahh.. anywae.. ii climb halfway ler.. den realised dat teresa's side is wae easier than mine de.. cos got more stones on her side.. maii side got veri little stones for mii to grip hold of and step on lorr.. den later after we got down teresa told mii she purposely chose her dat side de.. cos she saw dat there are more stones on her side.. hmph.. so cunning of her.. anywae.. so she reached the top first.. so easily lorr.. ii reached wiv much difficulty and veri slow den reach the top lorr.. also.. ii needed a lot of advices from the other guides and ms soh below..

tried another round of rock climbing.. wiv teresa but dis time we change sides.. her side is really easier.. and ii started way before her cos she still hav to put on her harness and i'm already ready ler.. but she caught up veri quickly.. and even won mii again.. hmph.. but who cares.. the most important thing is the process lorr.. and after all.. ii did manage to reach the top in maii 2 rounds of rock climbing lorr.. dat's already 2 great satisfactories ler.. yupps.. it sure is..

so after dat.. we got back.. chitchat.. and started packing our bags.. to prepare to leave after lunch.. ii alwaes hate the dae before and last dae of the camp.. hav to pack our bags for camp.. and re-pack our bags again for leaving the camp.. reach hme ler still hav to unpack our bags and take out the smelly clothes.. urgh.. anywae.. before we left.. ii took a photo wiv maii room mates.. teresa.. yi siew.. grace.. valentina.. jing jing.. and mii.. hehes.. also took a photo of our dorm.. before we finally took our bags and left our campsite.. to the open area near our obstacle run.. to await for the arrival of npccs..

so we put our bags under a coconut tree.. and some of us ran to the obstacle run there again to play on the swings.. our fav part of the whole run.. mii and madeline and audrey still sit on 1 swing.. dat's abt 100+ kg on jus a log + 2 ropes bahhs.. hahas.. thank god the swing didnt collapse.. but ii do think there's a crack in the wood lahhs.. hehes.. not sure whether it was caused by the 3 of us thou.. the npccs reached then.. tell u someth.. wei kang and lester veri scary.. you are supposed to sit on the log swing but yet.. they stand from 1 swing to another.. wiv us girls on them somemore.. the 3 of us on 1 swing lester still ji guo lai.. walau..

anywae.. had lunch wiv them.. at our campfire area.. except there's no campfire dis time.. left the whole place.. dis time really leaving.. at abt 2 plus.. and reach a shopping centre there at abt 3 plus.. shop shop a while.. but the shopping centre there feel so empty lorr.. den mii and audrey and melissa really shop from shop to shop jus to pass time cos we hav to shop there for an hr.. so sian.. the 3 of us went into a boutique then.. mii and audrey bought a pair of shorts there.. for $23.. not bad lahh.. white shorts above knee de.. den wiv pink sewing threads.. hahas.. audrey bought black de thou.. ii guess dat's our souvenir from there den.. yupps.. X)

so finally left the place.. and took a ferry back to singapore.. mii and audrey started singing.. den since she's better at singing english songs.. and i'm better at chinese songs.. we decided to sing 'lemon tree'.. double language at the same time.. hahas.. melissa sat in between us and listened.. and she said that it was damn nice.. hahas.. too bad audrey cudn't rmb the lyricts to 'the day you went away' by M2M.. if not can try out.. hahas.. so we finally reach singapore.. shud the ferry go any further.. audrey and melissa might really puke.. haiis.. and the school bus driver really bad attitude.. sucks to the core.. just wait a while for us jiu complain.. ask him go hell lahh.. but dun let him ruin maii happie mood now.. it's 7 plus over here in singapore ler..

ii miss the stars over there.. and ii seriously beliv dat stars dun blink.. after seeing the stars over there.. dun beliv next time ur go to a country where there's a lot of stars at nite and see lahh.. anywae.. i'm starting to miss the ppl at loola lerr.. they veri frenly and funny lorr.. and the peaceful and beautiful sceneries over there.. sigh.. loola.. i miss u.. <333333

2nd dae of Loola Camp at Bintan wiv Girl Guides

2006-06-05T11:34:00.000+08:00

02 June, 2006, Friday

woah! rise and shine.. ii slept thru the whole nite peacefully without waking up once.. well.. ermms.. ii did woke up once.. bcos it was too cold.. even thou there was no fan beside mii.. teresa complained a lot thou.. bcos she slept in between mii and jing jing on a 2 single beds joined together.. and she complained it was too hot and stuffy.. lols.. anywae.. who cares abt her?? >.<>

okae.. so after breakfast and stuff.. we changed.. and our activities started..

boom netting.. whoosh!! into the net!! this was maii fav of all the activities there.. there were these 2 bigg bigg nets beside each boat.. in the sea.. and there were 3 levels whereby u cud jump into the nets.. hahas.. ii didnt noe ii was so daring to be the 3rd person to jump in.. furthermore.. it was jus maii 1st try and ii jus jumped from the 3rd level.. it was so fun.. felt as if u r commiting suicide from a building.. lols.. why ii so daring arhh?? hmm.. before ii wanted to jump down.. ii was in a heck care attitude.. "jump jiu jump lahh.. dun care ler.." cos nobody cud tell mii the feeling mahh.. jessica and teresa were in the net.. so cannot tell mii how it felt.. ii boom netted 3 times.. before maii 3rd time.. ii was encouraging karina to jump in.. after a loooong time.. she finally jump in le.. when ii wanted to jump in.. it was maii turn to scared ler.. goshh!! jump 2 times ler still scared.. the feeling was guai guai de.. but in the end ii still jump in ler lahh..

den when we reached our huts and after lunch.. it started raining.. and ii sang "raindrop is falling on maii face.." so flying fox.. which was our next activity had to be postponed.. ohh great.. almost evryone gathered in the living room.. luckily we had poker cards wiv us.. and so evryone played muffia.. aka murderer.. wiv cards and a storyteller.. hahas.. guai guai de right?? but it's still fun.. hahas..

and ta-da!! finally the rain stop.. over here the weather actually guai guai de.. the rain stop veri fast de.. den the sun will be shining bright again.. and we went for our flying fox!! wee!! okae.. so when we reached the flying fox there.. first impression was.. so high?!?! so after several several ppl went up to try ler.. finally maii turn.. followed by madeline.. well.. when ii was up there and looked down at the view.. "ii dun wan to playy ler.." it was veri scary up there lahh.. so ii kept sittng there lahh.. reluctant to go down.. den ii look at dis guy lahh.. we call him "ji gor pek" lahh.. ii kept asking him to wait.. den in the end den decided to ask him to push mii down.. he was not hesitant lorr.. after 3 counts jiu straight away dun care push mii down ler.. the feeling was wee!! so fun and breezy lorr!! den after getting maii harness off right.. ii waded back to beach.. den heard xinying sae madeline was crying upstairs.. den immediately ii ran over to there.. and told her it was not scary.. she sae ii lying.. hahas.. but eventually she tried it.. so when she was wading back.. she still hav tears in her eyes.. hahas.. she looked cute crying lahh.. hahas.. 2nd time see her cry ler.. >.<

anywae.. we had a campfire at nite and ate satays.. and danced and sang cheers around the campfire.. we all had fun.. yupps!!

stars at nite even more than yesterdae's.. brighter than yesterdae's.. so charming dat it captured maii heart and soul as ii watched the nite sky wiv xinying in the open place.. "twinkle twinkle little star.. how ii wonder what u r.." looking at the nite sky.. it confirmed maii suspicion.. stars dun blink..

looking forward to the last and the veri last dae of the camp.. :))

1st dae of Loola Camp at Bintan wiv Girl Guides

2006-06-04T12:20:00.000+08:00

01 June, 2006, Thursday

wee!! reach loola le.. after a 2-hour ride on a ferry called wavemaster.. from tanah merah ferry terminal to the bintan ferry terminal.. and den abt 1 hr ride to our camp site at loola.. woah.. first impression was wow!! it was peaceful.. veri breezy and sunny over there.. which meant nice tanning.. we started exploring the camp site.. the place we are goin to stay was basically huts on stilts in shallow water.. there were 7 huts over there.. 5 huts were rooms.. 1 hut was a big sheltered living room.. den another hut was the dining room wiv 2 long tables and 2 rows of chairs beside each table.. and oh yahh.. a big open area..

so after selected the ppl we wan to slp wiv.. we chose our huts and put our things inside.. so our activities started..

kayaking.. around the island.. which was damn tiring..

obstacle run.. also veri tiring.. and some obstacles against maii height phobia..

archery.. maii grp onli get to shoot an arrow onli due to not enuf time.. but it was still fun..

at nite.. after dinner.. wait.. ii forgot to mention the food over there was quite nice.. anywae.. the nite sky was soooooo nice.. full of stars.. first time in maii life ii've seen soooo many stars.. after all.. singapore is a lited country and so it's impossible to see stars at nite.. but over here was veri dark at nite so there were many stars.. uncountable jewels dat decorated the velvet black cloth..

and ii realised dat stars dun blink.. but ii dun feel like explaining to ur.. oh yahh.. saw a fire fly over there..

cant wait for tmr.. ((:

2nd dae of prefects camp

2006-06-03T22:41:00.000+08:00

31st May, 2006, Wednesday

okae.. wait.. a lot of things been happening this whole week.. maii prefects camp.. followed by maii girl guides camp at loola.. ii think ii will talk about maii 2nd dae of prefects camp..

well it was mainly on the amazing race at sentosa.. syahieda and stephanie and amelia swop wiv other ppl to be wiv mii and sze ern in the same group.. grp 3.. lead by yock kiat.. too bad joelin in grp 4.. so we set off from hsc to sentosa.. they named this amazing race 'Mission I.M.Possible' hahas.. so we set off.. after figuring out the first clue.. we ran to Images of Singapore.. and played the carpet game over there.. hahas.. evryone squeeze like sardines in a can.. so after we completed.. we collected the next clue.. and we went to..

palawan beach!! yeah man.. ii lurve it over there.. especially the long long bridge over there.. so cool.. anywae.. it was a nice sunny weather.. so over there.. we were greeted by nadia and felicia as the station masters.. our task was to fill up 30 small plastic bags into water bombs.. den evry member lie down on the bridge to pass the water bombs to the other side of the bridge.. there is a 2-level pavilion over there.. 1 person stand at the 2nd level and the others at the 1st level hav to try getting at least 15 water bombs up there without going up.. we tried throwing some up.. but ended up in bursting a lot of water bombs.. yock kiat came up wiv a good idea.. he suggested to tie all our shoelaces up into 1 long shoelace.. and tie the water bombs to it to bring up there.. it worked.. so we got the 3rd clue and went to..

siloso beach!! woah!! another nice place.. okae.. but dis time the task was damn difficult.. we didnt complete it.. there is dis cylindrical pipe.. wiv the ends open.. abt maii chest height.. den got a lot of holes de.. so there are two pails.. den by pouring water in.. we hav to get the ping pong ball inside out.. so shun xiong as the station master hinted us in order to make the pipe hav less holes.. we mus dig a hole in the sand to put the pipe in.. so the whole grp dug like dogs.. den we tried to cover the holes wiv our palms.. but water still flow out of the pipe.. hahas.. in the end.. we used tissue.. branches and things thick enuf to cover the holes but still didnt work.. tried pouring water over and over again.. but to no avail.. and time's up for the whole amazing race.. and we actually still hav 2 more stations.. like the station at underwater world.. where madeline.. yunni.. vera.. and wendy are station masters ii tink.. bo bian.. we took a tram to go back our starting point..

so the whole race calls to an end at the starting point.. no grp complete all 5 stations.. but ii tink other 3 grps got complete 4 stations.. ii tink maii grp is the onli grp dat completed onli 3 stations.. but we didnt mind.. we onli wan to enjoy the whole process.. not the satisfactory of winning.. after some debrief and grp discussion among the grps.. we went to hav dinner at burger king.. den after dat.. mr gng told us all dat we're going to watch the 7.40pm show at musical fountain.. ii rmb the last time ii also got watch a show at musical fountain.. the kiki de.. dis time round is also the kiki de.. but ii tink dis time de water fountain show nicer.. and kiki is still veri cute.. dis time the lights' colour and the way water shoots out so nice lahh.. ii took some photos of it wiv maii hp.. so memorable.. i'll nvr forget dis part of the nite..

ii cried a little when ii was leaving musical fountain.. cos veri sad.. leaving sentosa le.. besides.. the next dae is the start of maii loola trip so ii cudnt stay overnight at the prefects camp.. but in the sku bus.. ii cheered up.. cos the sec 3 female seniors on the bus started singing cheers and songs and ii joined in.. hahas.. most of the sec 2 prefects joined in too.. whole bus was veri noisy.. pity the bus driver.. hahas.. we even sang the school song.. hahas.. and songs dedicated from benjamin to janet and janet to benjamin.. of cos is we sing for them de lahh.. hahas.. too bad janet in the next bus.. hahas.. anywae.. it was fun lahh.. felt sad again when those who cannot stay for the camp.. including mii had to pack up our stuff and leave.. but den again.. nvm.. cos i'm looking forward towards the next dae.. maii 1st dae of loola trip camp..

first ndp combined training..

2006-05-21T21:00:00.000+08:00

yay!! finally can come online again le.. so happie.. ((: it's been a long time since ii go online.. all thanks to maii limited internet hours.. hahas.. anywae.. yesterdae was maii first ndp combined training rehearsal (ndp cts).. at khatib camp.. alot of army guys.. hahas.. but dun hav shuai de.. X) thot ii might see maii cousin over there.. hahas.. since it's the first ndp cts.. there were many uniformed groups lahh.. which means girl guides + scouts + ncc + npcc + sjab + red cross + girls' brigade + boys' brigade and ii tink dun hav le bahhs.. den also got adults de grps like ii tink got scdf + air force + propnex + ntuc and + pap ii tink.. ohh.. plus different groups of armies.. dis year's guards-of-honour ii tink.. well.. anywae.. dat's not the point.. hahas.. dis whole paragraph is jus crap nia.. lols..

hmm.. first ndp cts.. hmm.. okae bahhs.. quite fun actually.. hahas.. actually ii shud feel quite proud.. evry year watch ndp on tv.. watch all uni grps march.. is like so cool lahh.. dis year finally maii turn le.. and dis is the last year dat ndp is holdin at padang lahh.. den after dis year de ndp.. the padang jiu hav to tear down and rebuild ii tink.. got one chinese su yu is.. "tai shang san fen zhong.. tai xia shi nian gong.." hahas.. but we dun stand at the padang there for jus 3 minutes lorr.. is 45 mins to 50 mins lorr.. in boots somemore.. so legs were like so suan lahh.. after all uni grps run in to the padang stage.. instead of march in like previous years.. den adjust.. and start waiting for the armies to march in.. the guards-of-honour ii tink.. wiv the marching tunes playin.. first time ii heard it ii was like goin to laugh lor.. cos it sounds like circus tune lahh.. den maii toes were moving as if conducting the tunes lorr.. hahas.. lols.. X)

anywae.. cant rmb the whole procedure or sequence dat clearly lahh.. but after dat dunno play a tamil song.. at first ii thot is they play wrongly lorr.. den after dat the whole tamil song over den stand in attention position.. wait for parliament members come in.. den sit le.. den we stand in at ease position.. den play a malay song: semoga bahagia.. ii tink.. den stand attention.. more parliament members come in den sit.. den stand at ease.. den a chinese song: xiao ren wu.. ii tink.. den stand attention.. prime minister come in.. den stand at ease.. den a english song.. den stand attention.. den president come in.. den national anthem.. den dunno wat president bypass and inspection thing de.. is like wow lahh.. 5 songs in a row.. den later still hav to wait for the guards-of-honour to march off ii tink.. den all uni grps run off again..

hmm.. 45 mins to 50 mins arhh?? dat's wat melissa said de.. pls lorr.. ii dun tink so lorr.. ii tink is 1 hr or even a bit more than dat lorr.. cos we at the rehearsal still haven count in the time needed for the parliament members.. prime minister and president to sit down.. bypass.. inspection.. and all other stuff.. it's veri easy to get dehydrated lorr.. luckily yesterdae's whether was quite good.. a slight drizzle.. some black clouds blocked out the sunlight.. stil got wind.. veri cooling lorr the whether.. so still not dat bad..

yesterdae altogether got 6 rehearsals.. evry 2 practices got 1 water break.. so stil quite okae.. we were told to drink plenty of water for many times.. den cos a pkt of veggie snacks and dis 'activade' drinks were given to each uni grp to be distributed to each person.. but ms alsagoff sae we eat the snacks den get even more dehydrated easily.. den she sae when whole thing end le den giv us.. haiis.. can understand.. but it's like.. ii was gettin so tempted and crazie when ii saw all other uni grps eating the snacks and drinking the drinks happily lorr.. okae.. ii noe u guys will call mii pig.. but ii wasnt the onli one who's goin bonkers lorr.. other guides also like dat de.. ii mean we were like so tired and hungry.. and somemore we stil hav to watch the others eat.. haiis..

but all in all.. it was really quite fun lahh.. get to make a lot of neww frens too.. like wat maii sec 3 guides seniors said.. and it was also a brand neww experience earned dat not many can get lorr.. so really feel happie and honoured.. ((: even thou the training was quite tough.. ii've nvr regretted cos at least can help mii build on maii drills and maii own discipline.. hahas.. ii really lurve dis whole ndp thing.. and ii'm lookin forward to the next practice.. ((:

our promise..

2006-05-12T23:34:00.000+08:00

hahas.. so happie.. really happie.. mii n zhilin made a promise.. cos ii suddenly remembered dat when we were in sec 1s.. in 1e2.. when mii n zhilin dun really noe each other.. when the cca enrolment list was finally out.. evryone in maii class was so excited..

maii index number is 3 mahh.. so when ii saw dat maii cca was girl guides.. ii was too happie and excited to see other ppl de cca le.. den ii wondered and scared at the same.. wondered whether anyone in maii class same cca as mii.. scared dat no one same cca as mii.. but ii saw ur name.. yes.. zhilin.. ii mean u.. ii saw ur name on the list.. hahas.. so happie.. ii noe u were happie too.. hahas..

den we from den on xiang yi wei ming until now.. and gradually.. the PASSION FOR GUIDES grew within us.. but ii dare sae mine grew earlier than hers.. hahas.. but both of us LURVE GIRL GUIDES now.. more than ever.. and we'll protect the reputation of guides.. from anyone who's goin to hurt it.. so right.. in order to still hav each other in guides from the same class.. we promised each other dat we must nu li and buck up and squeeze into 3e2 no matter what.. so ppl like joelin and sheena must go 3e1 and rang wei to the both of us.. hahas.. anywae.. we even said "fan hui de ren lian shang sheng an chuang!! yinnnnnnnnnnnnn!!" hahas.. actually zhilin found it lame.. is ii forced her and begged her to sae de.. hahas.. anywae.. since she said it.. a promise is a promise.. we musnt broke it.. and ii hope none of us does.. ii really wish and pray hard dat the both of us will go into 3e2.. ii hope zhilin does too..

anywae.. just to sae.. thanks for being in 2e2 and be in girl guides wiv mii.. ii wun forget all the happie and sad times.. all the sufferings.. all the humiliation from outsiders.. who doesn't understand guides at all.. thanks for all the memories u've given mii in all the girl guides activities.. thanks for being as devoted to guides as mii.. i'll nvr ever forget them.. and u too.. ii promise.. and ii hope u wun forget all these memories and mii too.. ((:

p/s: zhilin.. dis post is specially dedicated to u.. u shud be happie to hear dis.. hahas.. anywae.. thanks again for being such a good fren.. both in class 2e2 and in girl guides.. ii really treasure our frenship.. u deserve the thanks.. ((:

all maii efforts gone to drain..

2006-05-11T15:56:00.000+08:00

todae was like.. so sad lahh.. it's like all maii 'rare' efforts to study history and get good results for it gone lahh.. den so depressed.. haiis.. first time ii study so hard.. take down notes.. even zhilin, sze hwei and the others were like chua dio and stressed.. especially sze hwei.. hahas.. ii took off some time from maii precious time to study damn hard lahh.. even from maii sleep..

den thanks to TIME again.. HELLO!! 8 SAQ qsns.. 1 SBQ qsn.. haven sae finished.. dat 1 qsn is divided into a, b, c and d.. den guess wat? 3 SEQ qsns.. 3 marks de.. 4 marks de.. and 8 marks de.. in each qsn.. for ALL 3 qsns.. and must do ALL.. den evryone didnt noe lor.. cos normally is 2 SEQ qsns den choose 1 of them to do lor.. and the TIME for doin dis whole paper was like only 1 hr and 30 mins.. when the TOTAL MARK for dis paper is like 85 marks.. wat crap lor.. haiis.. den it's like.. ii was so rush.. ii dun even noe whether my answers complete anot lor.. ii tink not.. if ii was to write damn complete.. ii wudnt hav enuf time lor.. by the time ii finish SBQ qsns ii left 45 mins for the 3 SEQ qsns.. dat's when i'm already veri sure dat ii wun hav time to complete evryth..

den ii veri angry lor.. ii went thru maii notebook so many times le.. den there was dis 8 marks SEQ qsn.. someth like "do u agree dat the british were more effective in solvin the problems of world war 1 dat affected singapore than the great depression which affected singapore.." cant rmb.. someth like dat bahhs.. den dunno why.. ii suddenly forget how world war 1 affected singapore lor.. ii only rmb how great depression affected singapore.. ii was like damn disappointed wiv myself lahh.. for forgetting such important details at the last minute.. jus like dis.. 8 marks gone.. and ii haven even estimate how much marks ii will lost in the other sections of dis history paper lor.. jus GREAT!! prepare to FAIL bahhs.. we are not goin to paint the whole town RED.. zhilin.. shud be painted on the REPORT BOOK or on the HISTORY BOOK bahhs..

Maii D n T hor.. Haiis..

2006-05-08T17:49:00.000+08:00

okae.. todae's d n t lesson is like so damn crap lahh.. we making our final product wadd.. maii product is a duster holder lahh.. made out of wood.. and ii promise.. dis is goin to be the last time that i'm making someth out of wood.. den right.. ii hav to nail the pieces together wadd.. den nail halfway the nail stopped there lahh.. den no matter how hard ii tried to hammer the nail in.. it simply wun budge.. so ii took a plier to pluck the nail out lor.. (common sense) den ii twist twist twist to get the nail out.. den guess what.. the nail head broke from the nail.. den ii tried to pull out the rest of the bits.. the more ii pull the more bits broke.. den in the end ii so fed up ii decided to leave it as it is first..

so ii selected a thinner nail.. since the nail dat ii hammered earlier was too thick.. den when ii nail.. is like so easily kena bent lahh.. den dunno kena bent how many times le.. bent bent bent until in the end the nail head broke off again.. den the bits cannot pull out.. too short le.. ii hammer the second nail also hammer until the nail head broke off.. until liting also cannot stand it le.. hahas..

den hor.. ii need to scroll saw a picture out from a piece of wood mah.. scroll saw until halfway the wood stuck there.. den pull pull pull until the scroll saw de needle broke.. ii also dunno wat's wrong wiv mii todae.. kept breaking things.. den when ii glue the pictures onto maii product right.. the parts kept breaking off lor.. haiis.. ii also dun care le lahh.. ii noe ii will fail maii d n t wiv such lousy final product anywae.. cos in the end maii product turned out to be so different from maii actual design lor.. lol.. but heck care lahh.. who cares.. not like ii goin to take d n t next year.. d n t is not dat important anywae.. hahas..

btw.. mr lua todae in higher chinese praised maii essay in test 1 lah.. the <<chang huai gan de xin>> de.. ii so happie lor!! it's been a long time since a component in maii higher chinese is being praised.. yay!!

am ii really fit..

2006-05-05T23:28:00.000+08:00

todae ii was like so fed up for the whole dae.. espesially after recess.. ii got no idea why too.. after recess.. when doin crowd controlling in the hall.. trying to get them to settle down is already like so tiring le.. den there were these 2 troublesomes guys from 1e6.. refusing to sit down.. and even tried to run away.. trying to be funny.. ii was so angry dat ii made them stand on the stage lor.. ii noe some sec 1s hate mii.. kan wo bu shuang.. but ii dun care le.. i'm jus doin wat ii hav to do.. at first amelia asked mi to control the sec 2s.. first thing dat came to mii was fear.. ii can nvr control the sec 2s.. ii cant even control my own form class 2e2.. dat someth i've been telling clive and sze ern.. a good leader saes "ii can do it".. not "there's nth ii can do".. ii guess dis goes to show dat i'm not a good leader after all..

den after getting some of them to sit down le.. clive sae dat mr gng sae all go back to the classroom.. den evryone stood up and cheered.. the whole hall was chaotic lor.. plus staircase B.. it's so out of control.. prefects started patroling on level 3 and level 4.. level 4 was like so guai lor.. not many students or maybe none at all loitering outside lor.. unlike level 3.. 2e4, 2e5 students.. mostly loitering outside (no offence) ii was like so dun care lor.. what can ii do.. nth.. dat was why ii insisted so much on not doin level 3 patrol or staircase 6 for recess duty.. bcos ii realise dat u can nvr deal wiv ppl who r same level as u.. when ii was a sec 1 trainee.. booking sec 2s at staircase 6.. ii dun really mind cos ii realise they dun care and dun bully mii de.. now dat i'm a sec 2.. dis goes the same wiv upper secs.. ii still can deal wiv them.. and i've got control over the sec 1s.. but the sec 2s.. ii dunno.. ii just cant.. sze ern and clive.. they got the ability to control them.. not mii.. it can nvr be mii..

"When the sec 4 prefects walked over to some big groups who are standin.. not sittin down in morning assembly.. the groups will dispersed immediately when they saw the sec 4 prefects.. and do wat they are supposed to do.. so why cant the sec 2 n sec 3 prefects be like the sec 4 prefects too?"

"To other ppl.. prefects is a dirty job lahh.. it's veri hard to do a good job and also be popular.. with ppl accepting u.. and all dat.."

these two lines are just one of the many lines voiced out during the prefect meeting dis afternoon after sku.. true.. however.. not all things can go according to our wishes ii guess.. sure.. we can do our best.. but we can nvr get what we want.. dat's what i've always beliv.. even till now..

ii kept looking at maii prefect tie.. am ii fit to wear it? ii dunno.. dis is a qsn dat ii asked myself several times.. no answer thou.. ii dunno.. sometimes ii jus dun tink ii got the abilities.. not capable of it.. even thou words of encouragement have been said to mii.. and are still lingering in my mind.. amanda told mii dat i'm a good prefect.. ii dun tink so.. ii still dunno.. is there any prefect who has been always late like mii? dun tink so bahhs.. teresa was right to scold mii dat dae after all.. the other dae when ii was late for sku..

"u ask ur own conscience lahh.. are u suppose to stand at the flagpole there? u got the integrity anot? why ppl late need to stand there? den u no need? u prefect so? prefect got privilege arh? u prefect still late.. u ask urself lahh.."

perhaps i'm not fit.. or maybe not capable of it.. not enuf leadership qualities.. when ii always thot dat ii hav..

p/s: sorrie if dis post is too long.. ii jus wanna express some of maii feelings..

another kena-suan-dae.. urgh!!

2006-04-28T23:54:00.000+08:00

well.. ii told u guys abt maii kena-suan-dae right? dat ii was suaned by the shun xiong they all? well.. todae is another dae.. by priscilla.. maeve.. sze hwei.. and especially by zhi lin.. cos todae our sku got 1 sec 5 guy kena knocked down by a bus mah.. den ii make some remarks they jiu start suannin mii le.. den later pris and zhilin talk abt accidents which they knew of.. ii ask a few qsns nia den jiu kena suan by them.. wat crap lor.. haiis.. nvm.. ii xi guan le.. *sobs*.. poor thing.. haiis..

oh ya.. speaking of suanning.. ii p.e. lesson also got kena suanned by zhilin.. jus bcos ii wan the basketball den she jiu sae ii act cute.. wat the.. bully mii leh.. they all so bad lor.. *cry*.. liangying fake her voice until so act sweet and yucky.. yet they find it sweet and cute.. URGH!! *WAAHH!!* they all bias towards her de.. hmph!! signing off to dry my tears le lah!!

Sec 1s recruitment interviewee!!!

2006-04-27T23:24:00.000+08:00

woah!! sec 1 recruitment interviewee.. Yay!! ii was like so over the moon when eugene told mii dat ii was down for the sec 1 interview thingy.. thanks for givin mii dis chance.. thou it was onli a mere crowd control.. ii was still satisfied.. at least ii get to see maii dear sec 1s recruitments' faces.. so cute..

of cos.. most of them were nervous.. breaking cold sweat.. like dang nian de wo.. hahas.. xiang dang nian.. hahas.. nah.. ii den dun wan to blahh on and on abt maii wang shi.. anywaes.. paiseh.. for using chinese.. hehes..

anywaes.. mii and sze ern's jobs were quite easy.. just let the sec 1s write the lists can liao.. as simple as abc.. and while the sec 1s were havin their interviews in prefects room and class 3n2 in grps of 5.. eugene tay was acting like a clown.. well.. he IS a CLOWN.. and.. shun xiong wiv his damn-lame-cum-not-funny-jokes.. jason lee hon ming, (from 1e6, nope, he's not there for the interview.. otherwise it hav been the first line of dis post..) wiv his extra presence.. and some gossipings.. ahem.. oh yes.. a fight.. a shoelace fight ii wud sae.. well.. to be more specific.. sze ern and shun xiong were pulling each other's shoelaces.. advance to pulling each other's shoes.. hmm.. and full stop.. lame and childish.. but well..

and so yeah.. some puzzles.. and yeah.. mii and madeline.. and dat extra teresa went WhiteSands.. teresa veri idiot lor.. before goin WS.. cos i was doin puzzles wiv sze ern, jun kai and yun ni mah.. den she wan mii to go WS quickly.. so she hug mii tightly and pull mii away from the puzzle.. several times.. and den pillow fights.. until mr gng comes in.. but nvr dio caught lah..

den ii kena suan by eugene and jiabin.. (suprisingly jiabin suaned mi) well.. bcos teresa and madeline were waitin for mii.. so ii said.. "didnt noe ii was so on demand.." so she laughed and suaned mii lor.. earlier on.. ii had said maii voice is cute.. and den eugene said.. "ii was sayin dat ur voice sounds like glenda's and yet u sae it's cute.." watever.. it's a "kena-suan-dae.." when we were talkin outside the prefects rm right.. sitting in a circle.. den ii talk abt maii drama experiences.. eugene.. yock kiat.. shun xiong.. and even sze ern suannin mii lor.. walau.. hmph.. who cares abt them.. shucks.. ii think dis post too long le.. signing off.. miss mii x))..

precious memories earned..

2006-04-22T21:33:00.000+08:00

yesterdae.. 21st april.. after we finished eatin our dinner in sku.. the seniors suggested to go to the Swensen's in Changi Airport Teminal 2 as a farewell meal for the Sec 4s who stepped down and for the 2 YA maams who wun be seeing till next year bcos of their 'A' Levels.. so we went.. by the time we reachh there was like 8 plus le.. (thanks to the seniors and maams for havin the inspiration talk until 8pm!!) den we still got to wait for seats..

anywae.. got quite gd seats.. e kind wiv cushion and ordered food.. mii, melissa and audrey shared chicken baked rice, fish n chips and banana split!! yum yum!! the cute thing was.. the 3 of us really divided the food equally.. hahas.. den we joked around wiv maams and siew hoon senior.. took photos!!! :)) hahax.. and played the "oi! ur shirt got someth!!" hahax..

anywae.. when we were footin the bill (which cost $158, 16 guides went) den teresa came.. and the first thing she did was.. lookin into the cones for fries, and the glass for ice cream.. like pig lookin for food lor.. hahax.. after dat, kathy maam suggested to go T1 to watch aeroplanes.. melissa and audrey went hme..

the atmosphere and ambience was damn nice.. den at there the 2 maams gave the whole guides a veri precious present.. veri touchin.. madeline cried.. maii nose and eyes was red and watery.. but no tears dropped out.. so madeline cried from T1 to T2.. on mrt still cryin.. hahas..

so as stations go by.. the number of ppl was lesser.. when ii reached pasir ris.. first thing ii heard was.. "there are no trains in service at the train station." wow!! we took the last train!! anyway.. ii took the same bus as Iffah maam.. den she teach mii a lot of things.. and ii promise ii will nvr forget those words and especially.. dat nite.. they are precious memories earned.. :))

speech dae cancelled.. so sad..

2006-04-22T21:13:00.000+08:00

yesterdae.. when ii came hme from maii grandpa's funeral.. 4.30pm.. maii first reaction was to go sku for speech dae.. and watch all uniformed grps to march..

even though ii wasnt in the guides speech dae contigent.. ii thot ii cud at least go and support them.. and i did.. so ii rushed and took bus 89.. look out of the window.. rain.. ii was praying hard dat it wud stop cos evryone trained veri hard for dat dae..

dashed all the wae to sku.. in the rain.. feeling giddy.. but dun care.. ii jus cudnt miss it..

but guess wat? it was cancelled.. all effort was drained.. madeline's first year and onli year of being the speech dae contigent commander.. gone.. she was so depressed and sad lah.. poor thing leh..

after dat evryone was given dinner in sku.. while eatin.. evryone was playin tricks on veralyn senior.. 3rd dae le.. but she still haven figure out the trick behind the whole thing.. hahax..

addicted to creating new blogs..

2006-04-19T18:13:00.000+08:00

hehes.. created a new blog.. crazie right? maii e other blog still so new lor.. no lah.. cos my previous blog ii left it rotting for too long le.. somemore so long nvr go n post entries le.. it's like go there also no point le lor.. so decided to create a new blog to start afresh.. :)) a new start = a new hope.. dat's what the ppl alwaes sae.. so.. hehes.. look forward to better blog skins and better posts bah.. cos ii will nvr leave it rotting again.. trust mii.. hmm.. my new bloggie : simple thots.. why ii thot of dis name ner? dunno leh.. recently ii like the word 'thots' a lot.. maybe dat's the reason bah.. oh.. and maybe bcos maii thots are simple.. :)) a bit lame lah.. so sorrie.. but u ppl hav to relink mii again le.. hehes.. paiseh.. and thankx!!! :))

wiv lots of lurve, huggies and kisses,
xiuzhen xx
p/s: miss mii always.. :))